Life In The Spirit

Prophecy Ridgetown May 3, 1998

2010-09-11T05:46:00.000-07:00

Calling God's Children to a New Birth

This is a call to work with local bishops and priests, not because we like them, and hover on every word that comes from their lips, but because God has placed them into the role of our shepherds, and God does not make mistakes.

MY CHILDREN, I AM CALLING YOU;

WORK IN UNITY WITH YOUR BISHOPS AND YOUR PRIESTS.

MAKE JESUS THE CENTRE OF YOUR LIVES

AND THE EUCHARIST A MORE JOYFUL FEAST.

YOU MUST DRAW CLOSER UNTO ME

THROUGH SILENCE, PRAYER AND MEDITATION.

PRAISE ME, THANK ME, LIFT UP MY SON;

YOU ARE THE BEGINNING OF MY NEW CREATION.

WHEN LOVE AND POWER, PRESENT IN THE EUCHARIST,

WILL GIVE YOU A DEEP, FULFILLING INNER FEELING,

YOU WILL BEGIN TO EXPERIENCE PEACE AND JOY,

PHYSICAL AND SPIRITUAL HEALING.

THE WORLD IS CONFUSED BY MY SIGNS AND WONDERS;

KNOW THAT THIS IS JUST A PREVIEW.

DO NOT DESPISE THIS WORD, THIS MESSAGE;

MUCH GREATER THINGS ARE IN STORE FOR YOU.

I AM CALLING YOU TO PRAYER, FASTING AND REPENTANCE.

YOU WILL SEE A CONVERSION AS NEVER BEFORE.

IMITATE THE LOVE AND COMPASSION OF MY SON,

AND I WILL BEGIN TO USE YOU MORE AND MORE.

LET ME LIVE IN YOU, WORK THROUGH YOU;

I CANNOT WAIT FOR YOU MUCH LONGER.

I MUST RELEASE MY GIFTS WITHIN YOU

TO MAKE MY BODY, THE CHURCH, MUCH STRONGER.

AGAIN AND AGAIN I HAVE CALLED ON YOU;

LEAD MY LOST ONES BACK TO ME.

LET JESUS IN YOU BECOME SO REAL

THAT THE DEAF MAY HEAR AND THE BLIND WILL SEE.

I HAVE NO HANDS, NO FEET, NO LIPS BUT YOURS.

MY DEAREST CHILDREN, CAN YOU RESIST?

HEALING AND MIRACLES WILL BEGIN TO HAPPEN

IF YOU BELIEVE IN THE POWER OF THE EUCHARIST.

YOU ARE STANDING BEFORE NA ERA;

A MIGHTY WIND WILL SWEEP THE EARTH.

I WILL TRANSFORM AND HEAL THE HEARTS OF MANY;

I WILL GIVE THEM A NEW BIRTH.

Prophecy May 27, 1998 Wallaceburg, Ontario

2010-09-10T05:45:00.000-07:00

Prophecy from God the Father on Opening Celebration of Marian Days

I have showered you with My Gifts, My Spirit.

Cling to Me and do not fear.

At times I may seem far away,

But know that I am with you here.

Near peaceful waters I will lead you.

I watch My Flock; I watch and see.

A world that is busy with so many things

And has so little time for Me.

Even you own are slowly weakening;

Lack of support is what they face.

But know when you are most alone

I will embrace you with my gentle embrace.

I am calling you to evangelize:

To many this is something new.

Be compassionate and understanding with my lost ones

Just as I have been with you.

Can you refuse, withhold from me?

Walk in my footsteps, and obey My Word.

Many are ready, willing, and waiting

To receive My Spirit and this new birth.

And I, Your God, will work my wonders

To those who are nothing on their own.

Christ, My Son, is gathering His People,

And His Signs are clearly shown.

Go forth, My Dear Ones, in My Love and Compassion,

And fix you eyes completely on Me.

I will reawaken My Gifts within you,

But you must give yourselves unconditionally.

Your brothers are wandering aimlessly

While Satan is trying to deceive,

To destroy their souls, their hearts, their minds,

Even their faith and their belief.

Call forth, My Dear Ones, in My Love;

Hold on, My Dear Ones, hold on to Me.

I am urging you to go to Mary:

She is calling you to fast, pray and say the Rosary.

I am not a God of conflict or confusion;

But why, My Dear Ones, do you remain so distant?

I am at work in and around you;

Step out in faith and be more persistent.

Have courage, confidence in these painful hours,

As you, My Dear Ones painfully wait.

Stay awake, keep watch for that burning fire

Starting to move in Ninety Eight.

My apologies for the last few months not getting more of these prophecies up for readers. It has been a busy and challenging time, but these words, the first I have reviewed in a while are a powerful message, even though over 12 years ago.

Our Father's concern for all of His Children is apparent, and this is a good reminder to us to bring them the Good News. St. Francis encouraged believers to preach the Good News, and if necessary to use words. Our lives of faith are the best witness to the Gospel on earth.

Prophecy Ridgetown May 2, 1999

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Jesus Weeps

In this prophecy before the 2000 Jubilee, the Lord calls us urgently, knowing that we move very SSSLLLOOOWWLLYY. Yet, He is patient to forgive our sinfulness, and never takes His love away from us.

Let us wake up.

My children, I look upon this dark lost world.
My heart is sad. My Son is weeping.
My little lambs are suffering from a lack of love.
Because many sheep are blinded and still sleeping.

Oh how I love to bring peace and justice.
When will my people come to realize
That they need a personal relationship with Jesus
And be more willing to suffer and to sacrifice?

Give me your old life, your frustration
And I will fill you with joy, love and peace.
I will give you a new spirit and new heart.
My gifts and power I will release.

I desire to delight my people throughout the earth
And I will demonstrate my love and my power.
I will wipe out the marks of the evil one.
Satan is keeping you in bondage up until this very hour.

Time is running out my dear ones.
Don't look for excuses any more.
Reach out to the lost, the poor, the broken hearted
And I will bless you more and more.

I will wrap you in a jealous love
If you are obedient to this call.
I will make others look great
But my dear ones I will keep small.

My children imitate Jesus.
Through a life of suffering and deep humility.
Be available, dedicated and spirit filled
Go and lead the lost to me.

Make your commitment and bind together.
It was I your God who called you here.
I am calling you to fasting, prayer, and reconciliation.
The year 2000 is drawing near.

I have given signs and warnings.
Look around you - earthquakes, famines and disasters.
Wake up dear ones from your sleep
And hear the call of your Lord and Master.

Prophecy to Father Sam Nov 8 1999 - Wyoming Ontario

2010-05-23T00:49:00.000-07:00

This Prophecy was Personal for Father Sam, but Applies to us All

God is very patient with us, as this prophecy for Father Sam indicates, in that it is now over 10 years old. But, with the eyes of faith we can see that it has been coming true all of this time, and continues.

God is raising up leaders in the Church for these times, like our Beloved Pontiff. As it was the time of Pope John Paul II when this prophecy was given, it is now the papal reign of Pope Benedict XVI, the man God has chosen to be our earthly father.

And in the midst of all this, Father Sam continues to bring the Good News with enthusiasm to all those he encounters. Though he has been retired for 5 years now, he is still a ball of fire.

He goes wherever the Lord leads him, and with no direct parish responsibilities, he is more free to move about. This past week, he was in Ottawa for the March for Life, and in Dearborn Michigan for a charismatic conference. After that, he managed to be in Ridgetown for the prayer meeting last Monday.

FEEL MY SPIRIT RESTING UPON YOU.
YOU ARE ENTERING THE MOST DIFFICULT BUT EXCITING DAYS.
SLOWLY I WILL BREAK AWAY YOUR BARRIERS,
AND GREAT CHANGES WILL BE TAKING PLACE.

BY MY GRACE YOU ARE CALLED AND CHOSEN
TO LEAD MY LOST SHEEP BACK TO ME.
THERE IS A NEW RADIANCE BEOFRE YOU ARISING:
PREPARE, GET READY FOR THE GREAT JUBILEE.

MY CHOSEN ONE, SHEPHERD YOUR FLOCK;
PEACE AND JUSTICE IS TO BE RESTORED.
THE WORLD WILL SOON SEE A STRONG AWAKENING
AND MANY WILL RETURN TO ME, THEIR LORD.

YOU WILL GROW IN WISDOM, KNOWLEDGE AND DISCERNMENT.
MY CHILD, YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO GIVE.
I WILL STRIP YOU COMPLETELY FROM SELF
THAT OTHERS MAY FIND LIFE AND LIVE.

MY SPIRIT WILL OVERFLOW FROM YOU
IN WAYS IMPOSSIBLE TO EXPRESS.
YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION HAS CHANGED THE LIVES OF MANY
AND YOU. MY CHILD, I WILL TRULY BLESS.

I WILL RIASE UP LEADERS AND MAKE OPPORTUNITIES.
I WILL PROCLAIM MY WORD AND TRUTH.
BELIEVE, HAVE FAITH, AND REST IN ME.
BY SO MANY I AM STILL NOT UNDERSTOOD.

I WILL CONTINUE TO LEAD AND GUARD YOU
AS I HAVE DONE IN YEARS BEFORE.
YOUR SHEEP ARE LOST, YOUR LAMBS ARE CONFUSED.
THEY NEED YOUR GUIDANCE MORE AND MORE.

I KNOW THAT YOU ARE OVERBURDENED.
SLOW DOWN, AND DO NOT GIVE UP.
MY HOLT SPIRIT WILL SUSTAIN YOU:
IT IS NOT YOUR TIME FOR YOU TO STOP.

I HAVE GIVEN SINGS AND WARNINGS,
BUT SO MANY ARE CUASING ME DELAY.
ALLOW MY SPIRIT TO FLOW FREELY,
AND I WILL MOVE IN A MORE DYNAMIC WAY.

NOTHING MYUST INTERRUPT THE FLOW OF MY BLESSINGS
WHICH I AM ABOUT TO BESTOW UPON MY CHURCH.
MAKE USE OD THE GIFTS THAT I HAVE GIVEN YOU
AND PAY CLOSE ATTENTION TO THESE WORDS.

Prophecy May 7, 2000 St. Michael's Ridgetown

2010-05-21T04:49:00.000-07:00

Message from the Year of Jubilee

God's messages to us carry urgency, but God's urgency is tempered by our disobedience, and so He is patient to allow us time to assimilate what he says and put it into practice.

As He says here, 10 years ago, we are to take Him seriously. The signs are there for us to see, of a world groaning in anticipation of new birth.

My children, message after message I have given to you.

My signs are showing everywhere.

It is time that you take me more seriously.

Be reconciled, and turn to fasting and prayer.

So many have closed their hearts, their ears,

And there are thousands of souls to win.

Yet even in your very own churches

Evil forces are creeping in.

I look upon your towns, your cities.

I am filled with sorrow and I weep.

Why do they kill those whom I have created?

I love my little lambs, but I mourn my sheep.

Again and again I call to repentance,

But the world is lost in darkness and sin.

My dearest children, I have chosen you;

Show your love for Jesus, and lead others to Him.

I desire to lead you to fullness

Even here now in this very place.

I am present to comfort and console you;

I know the difficulties that you face.

Put your hands in mine and let me lead you.

My first command is that you love one another.

I will give you strength through my Holy Spirit.

Go and heal the wounds of your searching brother.

I will restore my bride, the Church.

Your gifts, not earned, I will release.

I will give you power to touch, to heal.

I will bring justice; I will bring peace.

Feel the urgency of this message;

This is the year of jubilee.

I will give you joy, glory, and the victory.

Give yourselves unconditionally.

Meeting For Prayer at St. Michael's Ridgetown

2010-05-20T06:25:00.000-07:00

Not Your Usual Prayer Meeting

Monday night was prayer meeting night at St. Michael's Parish in Ridgetown. To call it a prayer meeting might conjure up the usual gathering of charismatics, but would yield the wrong image.

It was more of a gathering for prayer. Wayne Zimmer and I drove down from London for it, and arrived shortly after 7 pm. It was planned to have the prayer meeting happen after a period of Adoration, with the Blessed Sacrament remaining exposed for the duration.

But, two things happened that changed what was in the plan to what occurred. First, Father Sam did not arrive until near the end, and having Jesus physically present changed the perspective.

One of the slams against the Charismatic Renewal in the Church has been about its seeming exclusivity. There was a prophecy about 20 years ago at a conference of Charismatics in Toronto that said that the renewal had to die back into the Church. It did not say that we were to ignore the Holy Spirit, but were to be like yeast added to the dough, allowing the bread to rise.

So, for about 45 minutes we sat in quiet Adoration of the Blessed Sacrament. About 18 of the faithful sat quietly in awe and reverence of He who died to save us, and was resurrected so we could see that He had won the victory over sin and death.

Then, Wayne got up and spoke for several minutes about the reading of the Gospel from the Feast of the Ascension. What he spoke was strange to our ears, and to his. He told us that Jesus has ascended, and we must let go of Him, not hang on to Jesus here on the earth. He reminded us that Jesus sent us the Holy Spirit to take His place among us, every moment of every day. We have the sacraments that He instituted, particularly the Eucharist, and we need them in our lives. But, though we must keep Him close in our heart, we must let go of Him in the flesh.

There was some sharing of what the Lord has been doing in people's lives lately, and one woman shared a vision she saw unfolding of Jesus weaving a tapestry with many coloured threads of different lengths, with gold woven through them. In the vision she saw Jesus weaving the tapestry with the cross as the needle for each thread to be woven in. It's a pretty cool image, I think and appropriate for the Body of Christ.

After some time of musical Praise and Worship, Father Sam arrived and spoke for a bit, then went up to the altar, and bringing the monstrance with the Blessed Sacrament down from the altar approached each of us so we could gaze on Christ in the Eucharist closely.

The meeting quietly came to an end.

It was not like prayer meetings I have attended elsewhere, yet it was delightful in its simplicity and beauty. I'm certainly going back.

A Personal Prophecy for Deacon George Sebok

2010-05-13T05:10:00.000-07:00

Yet, It is a Word for Us All

Deacon George Sebok has been a prayer partner of mine for many years. I am not sure whether he personally knows Father Sam or not, but they serve the same God, and are both members of our diocesan clergy.

I have watched my friend George grow in faith for almost 25 years now, and the transformation in him through a life of prayer, and also through diaconal formation which led to his ordination a couple of years ago into the gentle spirit that he is, has been profound. He has often heard the voice of God in prophecy and I came across this particular one when he loaned me a book recently, in which he had made notes and had written the words that the Lord spoke to him one particular day.

George is not the best of students in the traditional sense. I remember him not really enjoying all the reading involved in the formation programme, but I also knew that he was faithful to do his reading. He made notes in this particular book about his being a procastinator, and his efforts to learn to be more orderly in his work, to be better at organization. He was kind of beating himself up in journalling on this page of the book, when the Lord spoke to him and gave him the following words:

"My Son, I am not disappointed in you, because you have at your fingertips everything you need to reach Me. My Son's gift of forgiveness is an example of all the gifts of the Spirit in you. Just use them and you will be guided day by day, moment by moment, to achieve my guided plan each day. I do not disregard schedules, commitments, goals and plans. Just fit me into them and you'll be guided towards living out My plan each day."

Like my friend, we can be tempted by the devil to think that we are not good enough for a task the Lord has set before us, like entering into diaconal formation at nearly 60 years of age. So, this word from the Lord is a reminder to all of us that repentance of our sinful thoughts, words and deeds, as well as failures to act when called on, and above all His forgiveness of these faults is a grace filled gift from God for us.

And to add to it, we all have been granted the gifts of God's Holy Spirit to guide us daily to and on the path that He has for us, which will take us to the foot of the cross on which hung Our Saviour for US.

The kingdom of heaven is at hand, or at our fingertips as the prophecy says. We can reach out and touch our God any time we choose, or every moment of our days.

Prophecy at St. Peter's Basilica Rome 1975

2010-05-12T06:24:00.000-07:00

This Particular Prophecy Was in Fr. Sam's Archives

Father Sam presented me with a file of prophecies dating back to the early 1970's. But this particular one came from a Charismatic Conference held in Rome in 1975, and was delivered through Ralph Martin, one of the early and continuing leaders of the Charismatic Renewal of the Catholic Church, during the Closing Eucharist on Pentecost Monday of that year.

Mark Mallett, a lay Catholic evangelist from out west, has created a series of videos on this prophecy, 8 in total that can be found here. Some of them are on this front page, and the first few are on the second page.
It is a pretty meaningful examination of this prophecy, and is in more than 1 1/2 hours of video.

Because I love you, I want to show you what I am doing in the world today. I want to prepare you for what is to come. Days of darkness are coming on the world, days of tribulation. . . . Buildings that are now standing will not be standing. Supports that are there for my people now will not be there. I want you to be prepared, my people, to know only me and to cleave to me and to have me in a way deeper than ever before. I will lead you into the desert. . . . I will strip you of everything that you are depending on now, so you depend just on me. A time of darkness is coming on the world, but a time of glory is coming for my church, a time of glory is coming for my people. I will pour out on you all the gifts of my Spirit. I will prepare you for spiritual combat; I will prepare you for a time of evangelism that the world has never seen. . . . And when you have nothing but me, you will have everything: land, fields, homes, and brothers and sisters and love and joy and peace more than ever before. Be ready, my people, I want to prepare you .

I speak to you of the dawn of a 'new age' for my church. I speak to you of a day that has not been seen before. . . . Prepare yourselves for the action that I begin now, because things that you see around you will change; the combat that you must enter now is different; it is new. You need wisdom from me that you do not yet have.

You need the power of my Holy Spirit in a way that you have not possessed it; you need an understanding of my will and of the ways that I work that you do not yet have. Open your eyes, open your hearts to prepare yourselves for me and for the day that I have now begun. My church will be different; my people will be different; difficulties and trials will come upon you. The comfort that you know now will be far from you, but the comfort that you will have is the comfort of my Holy Spirit. They will send for you, to take your life, but I will support you. Come to me. Band yourselves together, around me. Prepare, for I proclaim a new day, a day of victory and of triumph for your God. Behold, it is begun.

I will renew my church. I will renew my people. I will make my people one. I am calling you to turn away from the pleasures of the world. I am calling you to turn away from the desires of the world. I am calling you to turn away from seeking the approval of the world in your lives. I want to transform your lives . . . . I have a word for my church. I am sounding my call. I am forming a mighty army. . . . My power is upon them. They will follow my chosen shepherd(s). . .

Be the shepherds I have called you to be. . . I am renewing my people. I will renew my church. I will free the world.

Know that I, your God, brought Peter and Paul to Rome to witness to my glory. I have chosen you also and have brought you to Rome to bear witness to my glory, confirmed now by your shepherd. Go forth to the healing of the nations. Know that I am with you, and though you may pass through tribulations and trial, I will be with you even to the end. I am preparing a place for you in glory. Look to me and I will deliver you from the power of the evil one. Behold I am with you now, all days, even till the end of time.

. . . You have known the truth these days. You have experienced the truth these days. It is clear to you at this moment what the truth is. It is the truth of my kingdom, my kingdom that will prevail. . . I want you to take that truth, to rest in that truth, to believe in that truth, not to compromise it, not to lose it in confusion, not to be timid about it, but to stand simply, in love, but to stand simply, firmly rooted in the truth as foundation stones upon which my church can have new life and new power.

It is now over 34 years since this prophecy was delivered, and what it says is slowly coming to fruition. Prophecies are not necessarily meant to happen overnight. The biblical prophecies of the birth and death of Jesus took what seemed like forever to come true. The same is with these prophecies. Timing is not our problem.

Prophecy - February 27, 2001

2010-05-11T04:29:00.000-07:00

Through Ann Donkers for Father Sam

Though this particular prophecy was for Father Sam, it is for us all as well. It is a call to the Eucharist, as God calls Father Sam to celebrate with even greater joy, offering his entire flock to God, and as well God says that Through the Eucharist He will make all things new.

My dearest child do not be troubled. Give me your heartaches and your pains.
Oh, how I wish to ease your task, that you would not have to make a change.

You radiate my joy, my love and compassion in spite of your burdens and difficult role.
Call your people to silence and prayer, and I, your God, will make them whole.

Deep is my concern for my church, your people, and human dignity.
They need to form a common bond of friendship, love and unity.

Many are to rediscover my Holy Spirit and a personal commitment is to be made.
They need to be more sensitive to hear my voice, and to step out in faith.

The spiritual life is to be nursed. They must make their roots in me, in brotherly love.
They are to desire my gifts, use them effectively, for my church is shaking and the path is rough.

My dearest child celebrate the Eucharist with even greater joy, and offer your entire flock to me.
Give me their weaknesses, difficulties, despair, pain and anxiety.

Feed them with my mighty power as I poured out my life, my blood for you.
So will their hearts be changed and transformed. Through the Eucharist I will make all things new.

You are living in a time of great confusion and Satan is not to succeed.
I am weeping; dry my tears. More and more urgent is the need.

Prophecy at St. Michael's Church Oct 29, 2000

2010-05-09T04:28:00.000-07:00

With Notes from Father Sam

Some of the copies of prophecies that I received from Father Sam have notes on them, as he has said to me, and repeated as recently as at the last prayer meeting at St. Michael's that we should spend at least a half hour with each prophetic word received, to discern it for ourselves and for our own lives.

My children, it was I who called you here together
Like so many times before.
Open your hearts and receive my word;
The world needs you more and more.

No one can stop what I've begun,
And I will be faithful to my words.
My sheep are searching for the truth;
I will bring glory and victory to my Church.

You must pass through many valleys.
Do not lose heart but be very still.
Walk with Jesus, my beloved Son,
And be obedient to my will.

I will bring growth, hope and conversion.
Persevere my dear ones; do as I ask.
Difficiult and winding will be your path,
And even heavier your task.

Celebrate this year of Great Jubilee,
And bring my joy to a world so dark and cold.
A new heaven and a new earth are upon you;
You will see my plan unfold.

Step out in boldness.
You are the pillars of my Church.
Do not quench my Holy Spirit.
Even though at times it hurts.

I am your God, and I am here with you.
Hear my call for you today.
Oh, how I long to draw you closer,
To receive my love and let me lead the way.

A still, small voice is speaking to you
In the silence of your heart.
I am calling you to holiness, to be reconciled.
You are my chosen ones, a nation set apart.

Go forth with eagerness and deep conviction.
To you I will bring my plan about.
Take heed, my dear ones, to this word, this message;
You have a mission to carry out.

I will set a new fire upon my Church;
Do not destroy, but help me upbuild.
Shine with the light of Jesus, my Son,
So that others may be Spirit filled.

Some of the things that Father Sam noted about this prophecy are that we will go through many valleys, and a difficult and winding paths, to which he says PTLA (Praise the Lord Anyway), that our failure to be drawn closer to God is due to the distractedness we feel by the world.

To the line in the prophecy that says "I am calling you to holiness, to be reconciled," he comments that we are to use the sacraments, especially confession, and that having them available to us makes us So Blessed.

God asks us to take heed to the message, to which Father notes that we do not listen or do what God wills of us often, and that He needs us to listen and follow.

He concludes that the Fire of the Holy Spirit is for his children, those who follow His Son. He needs us as instruments. Jesus gave us the example and we have the Spirit, which others needs, and God needs us who have received the Spirit to not hide it under a bushel basket.

Prophecy May 6, 2001, St.Michael's Ridgetown

2010-05-03T05:18:00.000-07:00

Prophecy About A New Spring Time

I have seen a vision of this spring time, as it related to the people of St. Michael's in Ridgetown. In the vision, I saw the people of St. Michael's prayers as the crocus coming up first in the Spring as a reminder of more to come, and as the first signs of it.

But, at the recent prayer meeting, which was attended by about 16 people, I saw in a vision the room filled to overflowing, and spreading out into the street.

My dearest children, don't be afraid.

Give me the difficulties you face.

Cast all your burdens here upon me,

And I will show my healing grace.

I have come to set a new fire among you.

Perhaps my plan is still not clear,

But I am transforming the hearts of many

In this great millennium year.

Fight the darkness that is all around you.

Trust in your God, your guiding Light.

Through my Spirit and your sacrifices

My Church will again be unified.

Pray, be silent that you may hear My Voice.

I will be giving you today

An abundant measure of My Love, My Power.

I have chosen you to prepare My Way.

On the cross My Son redeemed you.

But so many have been failing.

You are exposed to this world's evil.

My human race is sick and ailing.

Over and over I have spoken to you

About my vision and what I have planned.

Grow deeper and deeper in My Love,

And walk with me daily hand in hand.

I am your joy, your hope, your life.

If you have Me you have everything.

I am calling you to a new awakening.

Lift up My Son, your Lord and King.

My dearest children, turn to silence,

And obey the work I have given you today.

My Church is on the verge of a new springtime,

The dawning of a brand new day.

Emma de Guzman in Windsor

2010-05-02T14:43:00.000-07:00

Trek to Windsor

On Saturday, May 1, 2010, Emma de Guzman, a Catholic mystic, who has been visited with eucharistic miracles and stigmata bleeding, as well as others. She is also a visionary and receives messages that she delivers.

My personal experience of her was limited yesterday. Wayne Zimmer and I made the drive to Windsor, with no expectations of what was to transpire. When we arrived shortly after 3 pm, we saw Father Sam, and several others we had seen at the prayer meeting on Thursday.

In a short while, Emma, who herself is Filipino, was introduced to the largely Filipino crowd, and she led us all in a sung version of the Divine Mercy chaplet. It was a wonderful experience and her love of God was evident in the reverence.

After this was completed, a Filipino priest from Detroit, led the mass with Father Sam as con-celebrant. The mass was the Sunday liturgy, and the priest, whose name I forgot, preached a meaningful homily on Love One Another, not love another one.

After the mass, Emma started to pray over everyone who came up for prayer. From our vantage point, it appeared that all were being touched, and many were receiving serious healing from Our Saviour, with Emma as the instrument of Him.

Wayne and I had to leave because of other commitments, so we will wait to hear from those present from the Ridgetown prayer group about the results of this event.

Something is Afoot

2010-05-01T06:09:00.000-07:00

A First Prayer Meeting

The other evening, Thursday April 29, 2010 to be exact, I accompanied my friend Wayne Zimmer to St. Michael's Parish in Ridgetown Ontario, for the first of what is hoped will be many prayer meetings at the Parish. In a vibrant parish like St. Michael's there is much going on and so the prayer meeting conflicted with the Parish Council meeting. Consequently some who would have attended were otherwise engaged.

The next meeting with be Monday May 17, 2010 for any who are interested.

Those who were there gathered to praise and worship Our Saviour. There was a prophecy read and one given through Wayne as well. Father Sam Johnston, of course, was present.

He told us that, although he has been diagnosed with colon cancer, he is not the least bit concerned, as he has been the beneficiary of prayers from many places in the world, and plans to ask for another colonoscopy before he lets anyone cut into him. That's Father Sam, for you.

There is a move of God's Holy Spirit present in the parish, and it will be interesting to see it develop further.

Prophecy November 28,2001

2010-04-25T08:38:00.000-07:00

The New Creation

This prophecy speaks of God bringing about His New Creation, as a result of the work done by His Son for our redemption, and our own suffering and sacrifices joined to His suffering and death.

Listen My dear ones, hear My voice; let go of that fear and restlessness.
I am coming to give you more of Me, I am calling upon your faithfulness.

I am pleased to see you here together; try to encourage, to upbuild one another.
I desire to share My gifts with you, wrapped in My love and yours to uncover.

I am calling you to a mission; you will receive power like never before.
For I have sheltered you in My loving arms, and will begin to use you more and more.

You will experience many peaks and valleys, pain and suffering to undergo,
But I will turn your suffering into joy, if you allow My gifts, My spirit to flow.

I have come to transform, to heal you, to fill you with My compassion, My light and My love.
Be committed to Me and to one another, for at times it will be very rough.

Many are in desperate need of conversion. My people need to be reconciled.
I will complete My healing, until all are one and unified.

My dearest children, look at My sufferings; My bride, the Church is torn apart.
Take that step into the uncertainty, and serve Me with body, mind and heart.

My son conquered suffering and death to bring His mission to completion;
Through your suffering, pain and sacrifices, I will bring to birth My new creation.

Pray for Father Sam

2010-04-24T06:44:00.000-07:00

Penance from Confession

This morning after attending daily Mass, I went to Confession. Our pastor here at St. George in London, Father John Pert has just returned from vacation in Europe, and I was able to go to him.

As I mentioned to him that Father Sam was diagnosed with cancer, and like all priests of our diocese, he knows him and his spirit, he gave me as penance to offer prayer for Father Sam.

In saying my penance, I realised that my prayer intentions for Father Sam had been for physical healing, and that there was a feeling of desperation in my prayers previously, and not so much trust. I have been expecting that I will see him next week at the prayer meeting at St. Michael's Ridgetown that I plan to attend with my friends the Zimmers, and hoped that we would pray with him for his healing.

But, Father John changed my perspective, and opened my eyes to what I had failed to see. He said that Father Sam will be trusting God for whatever is in His divine will. So, by implication, I in my prayer for Father Sam need to do the same thing. It is not that I do not still desire for Father Sam to be healed, but I prayed that God's will be done for Father Sam, that God be glorified.

Now, I am pretty sure that my prayers (and I am sure the prayers of many others for him as well) will be in line with Father Sam's own, and that now two or more are gathered in His Name, the Name above all names, there He will be in our midst, and all will be well.

Continue to pray for Father Sam.

Father Sam Johnston Needs Your Prayers

2010-04-23T06:14:00.000-07:00

Cancer Diagnosis

At morning prayer this morning, Wayne Zimmer told us that Father Sam Johnston has been diagnosed with colon cancer. That is all we know at this moment, but it is sufficient for us to go to prayer about.

As I receive more details I will relay them.

There will be the first gathering of a prayer group at St. Michael's in Ridgetown at 7 pm on April 29, and I hope that we will have the opportunity to pray with him directly at that time.

Please intercede for this holy priest and man of God in your daily prayers.

Prophecy Delivered in Ridgetown May 19, 2002

2010-04-15T05:13:00.000-07:00

A call to Radiate the Love of Jesus

Be still and know that I am God.
I will renew my Church; my people will be purified.
Open your hearts to hope and glory,
And lead my lost ones to the light.

I see your many daily struggles.
I share the pain that you are feeling.
My spirit is experiencing a stifling effect.
This is delaying your inner healing.

I have no hands, no feet, no lips but yours.
Why be so frightened, so insecure?
Grow in love, compassion and understanding,
For there is nothing that I cannot cure.

More and more is expected from you.
Stimulate my gifts, my power within you.
Look at my signs; see what is happening;
I, Your God, make all things new.

Think of the many messages that I have spoken.
Did I not make it VERY clear?
There is a new awakening in many countries,
And my Son's return is drawing near.

Pray for insight, wisdom and understanding.
Build upon the Rock, and be strong.
My Holy Spirit is here upon you
To protect you from the storms that come along.

You are to radiate the love of Jesus,
In spite of the difficulties that your life brings.
Show your love, your joy to those around you,
In your homes, your families, in everything.

Prophecy Given to Father Sam Nov.29, 2002

2010-04-14T12:30:00.000-07:00

Though this prophecy was originally for Father Sam, like most prophecy, it is as true today as 8 years ago, and as true for the rest of us as for Father Sam:

I HAVE CHOSEN YOU FROM AMONG MANY.
I GAVE YOU POWER TO GUIDE, TO LEAD.
THE PEOPLE SEARCHING FOR THE SAVIOUR
IN A WORLD THAT'S LOST AND IN DESPERATE NEED.

LISTEN CLOSELY TO THIS MESSAGE:
I KNOW THE SACRIFICES THAT YOU MAKE.
YOU DON'T SEEK GLORY FOR YOURSELF;
YOU CARE FOR YOUR FLOCK AND SUFFER FOR THEIR SAKE.

BE PREPARED FOR WHAT IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN.
MANY WILL COME TO A DEEPER AWARENESS OF THEIR GOD.
IN GREAT ABUNDANCE I AM POURING OUT MY GIFTS, MY SPIRIT.
TRUST ME; I WILL FAIL YOU NOT.

I HAVE WRAPPED YOU IN A BLANKET,
WHITE WITH MY PUREST AND GENTLEST LOVE.
AND I WILL SPRINKLE YOU WITH WISDOM
AND DEEPER KNOWLEDGE FROM ABOVE.

GO FORTH, MY CHILD, WITH STRONG AFFECTION.
THERE IS SO MUCH TO BE DONE.
I WILL UNFOLD THE VISION THAT LIES BEFORE YOU,
BUT I HAVE ONLY JUST BEGUN.

MY BODY, THE CHURCH, IS IN GREAT TURMOIL,
BUT NO MATTER WHAT THE STORM,
I AM YOUR GOD, AND I DO NOT REST.
I GO ON TO HEAL, TO CHANGE, TO MOLD, AND TO TRANSFORM.

I HAVE GIVEN YOU A MISSION
TO RESTORE MY BRIDE, THE CHURCH.
DO NOT QUENCH MY HOLY SPIRIT
EVEN THOUGH AT TIMES IT HURTS.

I HAVE SEEN YOUR GENTLENESS, YOUR DEEP COMPASSION.
MY SON, YOU PLAY AN IMPORTANT PART.
YOU BROUGHT MANY LOST ONES BACK TO ME.
YOU TOUCHED THEIR LIVES, AND I CHANGED THEIR HEARTS.

YOU ARE STANDING BEFORE AN ERA,
AND I YOUR GOD WILL SHOW MY PLAN.
LISTEN TO THAT STILL, SMALL VOICE,
AND BE OBEDIENT TO THE SON OF MAN.

Prophecy May 4, 2003

2010-04-13T16:49:00.000-07:00

As New Today as 7 Years Ago

This prophecy popped to the top of my to do list today, and I realised as I was preparing to post it, that it was very relevant to the crisis the Church is in the midst of right now. We are to keep our eyes fixed firmly on Jesus, and on following his path.

I am here, walking in the midst of you

To show you my warmth, my loving ways.

Intercede my dear ones, for the many lost ones,

As you are entering the most difficult days.

Feel my presence here among you.

Allow my spirit to touch your heart.

Give me your wounds, all your burdens,

For I have chosen you and set you apart.

Many of your prayers are still not answered

Because in your heart you must believe.

Praise me, thank me, trust me completely

Knowing that you will receive.

A deep, deep darkness is upon the world.

Earthquake, wars, famines threaten my human race.

Do not ponder on all these disasters

But yield and seek your Master's ways.

Lay down your lives, evangelize,

Show your joy and testify.

Give me glory. Lift up Jesus.

Save your own and answer their cry.

Now is the time, the hour, the moment

That I, your God have been waiting for.

I have come to heal your brokenness

And I will show you signs like never before.

My Church is coming to a crisis.

Feel the urgency of this call.

I am calling upon all priests. I am calling the laity.

Let go of self and give me your all.

Trust me. Keep watch and stay awake,

For a new fire is breaking through.

Build up my church, my bride, my body,

And do as Jesus has done for you.

Prophecy with Comments - September 9, 2003

2010-04-12T01:10:00.000-07:00

The Comment was on the typed version of the Prophecy

Each time that God has spoken to us these last couple of years he has told us about the condition of the world as He sees it. But God has also told us each time that some GOOD DAYS lie ahead for Planet Earth. Personally I spend a couple of hours in meditation on each prophecy. it is not for reading once and putting it aside. These messages from God can keep us alive spiritually, with much hope for the future here on earth and with God in heaven. We thank God the Father for enlightening us so often through His word spoken this way. We are thankful also for the MANY ways these days that we are supported by the miracles experienced throughout the world.

Thank you for coming to pray with us and support one another today. We truly do need this kind of gathering to keep us going ENTHUSIASTICALLY.

My children, I am calling you to silence and reflection.

Listen to Jesus and follow His lead.

Receive His love so gentle and compassionate.

He is ready to fulfill your deepest need.

I will teach you and instruct you,

For so many do still not know

That Jesus is your only example;

And only through Him you will be healed and grow.

Listen carefully to this message.

Soon the world will be shocked

For I will transform, cleanse and purify my people,

But first their hearts must be unlocked.

Darker and darker grows the world,

But new fire is sweeping like a mighty blaze.

Do not bind my hands any longer;

I am deeply concerned about My human race.

My dear ones, it is not obvious

That my spirit is moving like never before?

Nothing can match My grace, My power,

Which I desire to give to you more and more.

I am your God and I will work My miracles

And in an even more powerful way.

I will unite My people; bind them together,

For so many have gone astray.

Quiet and gentle I walk here among you.

Open your hearts, rejoice and be glad.

Consecrate your lives to Me

And you will experience a joy like you never had.

Prophecy Ridgetown, October 5, 2003

2010-04-11T16:02:00.000-07:00

Dry the Father's Tears

The Father is saddened at the lack of faith in the world and particularly in the youth. Hear his words deep in your hearts.

MY CHILDREN, I AM YOUR GOD, AND I AM CALLING YOU

TO LEAD THE BLIND AND SAVE THE LOST

MY HOLY SPIRIT IS HERE UPON YOU

JUST LIKE AT THE VERY FIRST PENTECOST.

GIVE ME YOUR DIFFICULTIES, DESPAIR, FEAR AND ANXIETY,

AND CONSECRATE YOUR LIVES TO ME.

I PROMISE YOU PEACE AND JOY.

I AM YOUR LIFE, YOUR HOPE, YOUR VICTORY.

I WILL SHOWER YOU WITH MY GIFTS AND MY GRACES,

FOR NEW FIRES ARE BURSTING FORTH.

USE THE GIFTS THAT WILL BE GIVEN YOU,

AND BE OBEDIENT TO ME, YOUR LORD.

I WILL REMOVE THE DARKNESS THAT IS ALL AROUND YOU,

FOR MY WORLD IS IN DESPERATE NEED

OF LOVE, COMPASSION, A SPIRIT OF GIVING.

UNTIL NOW MY WORK IS INCOMPLETE.

I WILL SEND YOU A NEW AWAKENING

AND BRIDGE THE GAP THAT NOW EXISTS.

I WILL BIND MY PEOPLE TOGETHER

THROUGH LOVE, COMPASSION AND THE POWER OF THE EUCHARIST.

QUIET AND GENTLE ARE MY SPIRIT ACTIONS,

BUT MY CRY HAS REACHED ITS INTENSITY.

I AM WEEPING FOR MY WORLD, THE YOUTH;

PRAY THAT THEY WILL COME BACK TO ME.

GO FORTH AND SHOW THE LOVE OF JESUS.

I DID NOT GIVE YOU A SPIRIT OF FEAR.

YOU ARE TO BRING LOVE AND HOPE TO OTHERS.

I GO BEFORE YOU TO MAKE YOUR PATH CLEAR.

I AM SPEAKING HERE TO ALL OF YOU;

FINISH, MY DEAR ONES, WHAT YOU HAVE BEGUN.

COME BACK TO ME AND DRY MY TEARS,

AND LISTEN TO MY BELOVED SON.

Prophecy - October 31, 2003

2010-04-10T02:19:00.000-07:00

A Prophecy for the Flock

Though October is the month of the Rosary, and this was at the end of the month, we as Catholic Christians are always wise to turn to the Rosary in prayer, to learn as Mary did the lessons of the Mysteries we pray.

My Children, I desire to give you more of Jesus.
Rest in his arms; feel His love and protection.
Difficult is the path that lies before you.
Seek my guidance and direction.

Know that your blessings will be many,
For I am greater than everything,
I will calm the storms in your deepest valley.
You will be surprised at the joy I bring.

Know that in your pain and suffering,
And an even deeper yearning,
You will win the hearts of others.
You are my light; please keep it burning.

The time is short; the your is approaching.
I am gathering my people throughout the earth.
Don't be concerned about worldly things.
Be still and let my voice be heard.

Again and again you have heard my message;
I spoke to you in very plain words.
I have given you signs, I have given you direction.
Trust in me and trust my words.

You are the ones to uphold y body.
Love one another and restore.
I have called you here together,
For I want to give you much, much more.

A spirit of fire I will pour upon my people.
Open up your hearts,
Learn from Me, and Trust my Word.
I have chosen you from the start.

Gret and exciting things will happen.
Open your blinded eyes and see.
I will renew you; I will transform you
Holy through Mary in this, the month of the rosary.

Prophecy February 23, 2004

2010-04-09T02:09:00.000-07:00

Discernment for Father Sam

As Father Sam drew closer to retirement (at least officially) he thought each year was his last as a pastor. Though the words of this prophecy applied to him at the time, they apply to each of us, as we struggle daily with the call that is on us, the call to conversion, the call to be Jesus for each other. Here the words of this prophecy and follow them.

My Child,
I have watched you searching for an answer.
You even thought it was time to quit.
Take care of the flockthat I have given you,
And do, my child, as Jesus did.

Continue; go on with your daily task.
You will have highs, and you will have lows.
You have shown a deep love for Jesus;
You will see great conversion when my new wind blows.

Recall the messages that I have given,
And share the joy of your redemption.
It is your obedience and listening
That will bring blessings too numerous to mention.

My Holy Spirit will amaze you;
He will sanctify and purify your flock by fire.
He will cleanse your people from the inside out
And even fill your heart's desire.

I promise my followers a joy
That the world cannot give or take away.
I am your comforter, your advocate,
Your friend and healer, and I will lead the way.

My Son, so powerful and so happy,
As the Prince of Peace He came to earth,
A mighty Counselor, your Lord and Saviour
Was born the most simplest birth.

And here today in all that stillness
He is reaching out to you.
He will fill your heart's desire;
He will make all things new.

It is time to share your joy,
As in the calmness of that December night.
He is now pouting out His Holy Spirit.
He is here to make all things right.

Prophecy September 19,2004

2010-04-08T00:39:00.000-07:00

Moving Back in Time

For the next while, I will be going backwards in time. I am also reproducing the prophecies going forward as they are written. For example, this one came to me all in upper case, so I am typing it the same way.

These words from Our Lord are timeless.

BE STILL AND LISTEN CLOSELY.
TIME IS SHORT, AND I HAVE SO MUCH TO SHARE.
I AM CALLING YOU TO BE RECONCILED WITH ME, WITH ONE ANOTHER,
AND TO RETURN TO ME IN PRAISE AND PRAYER.

I DON'T CALL YOU SERVANTS ANY LONGER.
YOU ARE MINE; I ALL YOU FRIENDS.
THE SPIRIT OF FIRE IS HERE UPON YOU.
I WILL GO WITH YOU UNTIL THE END.

OPEN YOUR HEARTS, MAKE YOUR COMMITTMENT.
WAKE, AND DO YOUR FATHER'S WILL.
I WILL REMOCE THE DARKNESS THAT IS STILL UPON YOU
TO MAKE MY PLAN MUCH BRIGHTER STILL.

I WILL RENEW AND UNITE MY FLOCK, YOUR PEOPLE.
I WILL BE YOUR GOD OF PEACE.
I LEAD YOU THROUGH THE DEEPEST DARKNESS.
YOU WILL SEE YOUR GIFTS AND POWER INCREASE.

DEAREST CHILDREN, GIVE ME TODAY YOUR HEART,
YOUR LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING.
I, YOUR GOD, WILL DO THE WORK.
MY HOLY SPIRIT DOES THE PLANNING.

THE WORLD IS SOON TO BE REBORN.
PRAY THAT YOUR OWN WILL COME TO SEE.
GO, EVANGELIZE, NOW IS THE TIME
TO LEAD MY LOST SHEEP BACK TO ME.

I AM CALLING YOU TO PRAYER AND PENANCE.
A DEEP HUMILITY I DESIRE.
YOU HAVE PASSED THROUGH MANY VALLEYS,
BUT I WILL SET THE WORLD ON FIRE.

EARTHQUAKES, FAMINE, FLOODS, AND WARS ARE UPON YOU.
I SEE DARKNESS, HATRED AND PAIN.
BUT ALL OF THIS WILL COME TO PASS
WHEN MY PEOPLE TURN TO ME ONCE AGAIN.

A Prophecy for Father Sam February 21, 2005

2010-04-07T05:38:00.000-07:00

Personal Yes, But For Us All as Well

Father Sam received this prophecy as he contemplated Retirement. Retirement for Father Sam, was not about stopping work. It was merely a redirection, with better hours and more flexibility. Oh, and a pay cut.

My dearest child, I will show you My Love.
I desire to draw you closer to Me.
Know that you are richly blessed;
Soon you will be completely free.

My healing power is resting upon you;
A new fire is burning everywhere.
You may not understand My ways,
But turn to worship and prayer.

You've only seen a glimpse of My Glory.
I am doing something new
I am waiting for your total surrender
So that I can fill that emptiness in you.

This generation is to outgrow its sinfulness.
You are the beginning
Of a new heaven
And a new earth.

I will unite My people throughout the world
And demonstrate My Mighty Power.
Jesus is calling you to evangelize My people.
Listen to Him at this very hour.

Renounce, My children, the power of darkness,
And go forth built upon the word of God.
My Holy Spirit will lift up his chosen one
Trust Me and He will fail you not.

So many times your path seemed blindness,
But there is no need to be afraid.
Build up My Church; trust Me;
I am never late.

The ground you are walking is blessed and holy.
Bind together; work as whole.
Time is quickly running out.
Go and save your brother's soul.

My Spirit will move upon your church.
I will bring new fire upon the earth.
The is the time, the end of an age,
And I will bring My people to a new birth.

Fast and Pray, Make sacrifices.
Show me more stability.
Indeed, I have begun to show my first signs.
And birth pains become more severe, intense very rapidly.

I will take your heart of stone,
And give you a heart of flesh instead.
Behold I will make a new heaven and a new earth.
A time of great Glory lies ahead.

What Did That Call Mean?

2010-04-07T05:25:00.000-07:00

My Dear Wife Muses

As My Dear Wife and I sat down for a cup of Coffee the other day, she mentioned the call from Father Sam on Easter Sunday morning. She had minutes before prayed to ask God for help with a particular issue. Then Father Sam calls, and says that he will offer us up at his mass that morning.

In her view, one I share, God must love her very much to have inspired Father Sam to call - out of the blue- like that, and to pray for us, as we of course do for him. It touched her heart, which was the Master's wish.

Here is What Easter Is About

2010-04-04T05:41:00.000-07:00

A Phone Call From Father Sam

A few minutes ago, I spoke with Father Sam. He called "out of the blue". But, it was not out of the blue. My Dear Wife, Christina, had just been praying about something particular, and there was some strange activity involved in response to her prayers.

At the moment I was about to pray with her, that exact moment, the phone rang and it was Father Sam. We caught up for a moment or two, but the most important thing he said was that he was going to Chatham to say mass just now, and would pray for us at his mass. He also asked us to pray for him, and I in turn ask any readers of this piece to pray for him, and to pray for us as well.

As he concluded the call, so I say to you: "Have a Blessed Easter."

Prophecy Ridgetown, September 25, 2005

2010-04-01T06:10:00.000-07:00

A Word For a Particular Woman - But Applicable to Us All

I am not aware of the circumstances surrounding this specific prophecy, but the call on this precious saint is the same as the call on each of us, walking side by side with God through our days, and opening our hearts to His work in our lives.

My child,
Walk with me in deep humility
You will see your dreams come true
I will take your struggles, your pains, your heartaches
and pour out a new power over you.

Be still and know that I am your God
I gave up my Son so that you could live
Open wide your heart today
I have so much more to give.

Side by side I walk with yuou
I share your burden, every cross you bear
For the sake of many loved ones
Place all your problems in my care.

Know that you are not alone
Reflect on the sufferings of my Son
Difficult is the task that I have laid upon you
That you may do as Jesus has done.

Feel my presence here now with you
Reveal my plan with a great delight
So many will suppress my Spirit
But I will set a new fire upon my Bride.

You must go through periods of great struggles
Feel the immense capacity of my love
Don't let the world confuse or frighten you
I will visit you when the going gets rough.

You are entering a most difficult time
My dearest one, please fast and pray
I have wrapped you in the mantle of my love
And all this darkness will go away.

What's weak in faith I will awaken
In many hearts now cold to me
I am calling upon the priests, my chosen ones
They need to take me more seriously.

And you will experience great conversion
But the world must learn to recognize
That the glory of the cross is far more radiant
If you are ready to live by the sacrifice.

Prophecy Petrolia May 20, 2006

2010-03-31T01:58:00.000-07:00

A Newer Prophecy - Same Call on Us

God is exceedingly good, and has a plan for the restoration of the Church, and His chosen people to Him, and to Him alone. He loves all of us who have in one way or another been touched by divorce and abortion, two of the scourges of the earth, as much as He loves all of his children.

Let us heed his message to "Pray together, Love one another."

My children, I am calling you to a new beginning,
Listen carefully to my words.
Prepare yourself for the second coming,
The time of glory for my Church.

I will accompany you on your journey;
My Son is walking by your side.
He will heal the wounds of divorce and abortion
To build up his beloved Bride.

Again and again I have tried to tell you;
There are very many dangers.
Look towards my Son, my dear ones.
You are my friends, no longer strangers.

Assist your brothers and your sisters.
Walk in my light, build up your faith.
Traverse together, my sheep, my lambs,
And do it before it is too late.

My Holy Spirit is upon you,
But all too many do still resist
The love, the power that they could receive
By returning to the Eucharist.

My dearest one, help your lost ones;
They are to be reborn again to live.
Pray together, love one another.
I have so much more to give.

The world round you is in the most deepest darkness
(line missing)
You are the beginning of my new creation,
And I will give you so much more.

My child you are lookIng for an answer,
But there's no need for you to fear.
Don't underestimate my Love, my Power.
Your path is bright and very clear.

I will lead you and I will guide you.
Look for my signs, and soon you will see
That you are on the threshold of a new earth,
And many of my lost ones will come back to me.

Prophecy in Ridgetown May 7, 2000

2010-03-30T01:49:00.000-07:00

Restoration of the Bride

Our part in the restoration of Christ's bride, is found in the last line of the first stanza. We must fast and pray and be reconciled to God. Reconciliation is best achieved through the sacraments, particularly the grace of Confession, and the food which is the Eucharist.

The urgency of this prophecy is found in the Church of this very day, as much as a decade ago. Let us turn our hearts to Him alone.

My Children, message after message I have given to you.
My signs are showing everywhere.
It is time that you take me more seriously.
Be reconciled, and turn to prayer and fasting.

So many have closed their hearts, their ears,
And there are thousands of souls to win.
Yet even in your very own churches
Evil forces are creeping in.

I look upon your towns, your cities.
I am filled with sorrow and I weep.
Why do they kill those who I have created?
I love my little lambs, but I mourn for my sheep.

Again and again I call to repentance,
But the world is lost in darkness and sin.
My dearest children, I have chosen you;
Show your love for Jesus, and lead others to Him.

I desire to lead you to a fullness
Even here now in this very place.
I am present to comfort and console you;
I know the difficulties that you face.

Put your hands in mine and let me lead you.
My first command is that you love one another.
I will give you strength through my Holy Spirit.
Go and heal the wounds of your searching brother.

I will restore my bride, my Church.
Your gifts not earned, I will release.
I will give you power to touch, to heal.
I will bring justice; I will bring peace.

Feel the urgency of this message;
This is the year of the jubilee.
I will give you joy, glory and the victory
Give yourselves unconditionally.

Prophecy at St. Michael's Ridgetown May 6, 2001

2010-03-29T05:48:00.000-07:00

A Prophecy for the New Millennium

This is a prophecy from the Heart of God to all of his children, not just those in Ridgetown. Though it is now a prophecy from 9 years ago, time means nothing to God. It is fresh today as well.

As our beloved Pontiff is under attack, as is the Church, over the scourge that sexual abuse created in our very midst, we know that the victory is in Jesus Christ and that His Death and Resurrection which we prepare to celebrate this Holy Week was sufficient, and that our battle is not against the flesh and blood of those who would persecute the Church, but against the evil that is behind our persecutors.

Pray for Our Beloved Peter, and for all those who would seek to crucify him.

My dearest children, don't be afraid;
Give me the difficulties you face.
Cast all your burdens here upon me,
And I will show my healing grace.

I have come to set a new fire among you.
Perhaps my plan is still not clear,
But I am transforming the hearts of many
In this great millennium year.

Fight the darkness that is all around you.
Trust in your God, your guiding Light.
Through my Spirit and your sacrifices
My Church will again be unified.

Pray, be silent that you may hear my voice;
I will be giving you today
An abundant measure of my love, my power.
I have chosen you to prepare my way.

On the cross my Son redeemed you,
But so many have been failing.
You are exposed to this world's evil.
My human race is sick and ailing.

Over and over I have spoken to you
About my vision and what I have planned.
Grow deeper and deeper in my love
And walk with me daily hand in hand.

I am your joy, your hope, your life.
If you have me you have everything.
I am calling you to a new awakening.
Lift up my Son, your Lord and King.

My dearest children, turn to silence,
And obey the word I have given you today.
My Church is on the verge of a new springtime,
The dawning of a new day.

A 30 Year Old Prophecy Comes Around Again

2010-03-22T00:11:00.000-07:00

A Call to Repentance

In this prophecy, God calls us not only to repentance, but to allow ourselves to be pruned and moulded by Him to be what He has called us to be, salt for the earth, and light for His people.

My children, I am calling you to repentance.
Show me an eagerness, like at the start.
Pray and let Mary intercede,
Seek a deep devotion to her Immaculate Heart.
I will show you compassion, I will forgive you.
Open your blinded eyes and see,
The things that tear you up are your very own afflictions.
Be honest with Me, love Me more deeply,
I will refresh, rekindle, rekindle you, over and over.
I did insist, you need food, you need nourishment,
Come often to my Eucharist.
Work together and build together.
Make Me part of your lives, as I am part of yours.
Trust in me My dear beloved.
This is not the time to try to divert.

My children, weigh the alternatives and make your decision.
Give my people life, for which they search.
Bring your hearts in tune with what your lips are saying,
So that my Spirit can move upon my church.
Pray and intercede for my flock, my people.
I know who is mine and who is not.
I will reveal all hidden darkness,
Nothing can be hidden from me your God.
I have a plan for your very lives.
You are my chosen race, my holy nation.
There can't be growth without labour or birth pains.
I will bring and make you my new creation.
I will not stop pruning, I will not stop moulding.
I must go down to the very root.
Trust in my my dearest children
And start building upon the truth.

A Pentecost Prophecy from 1997

2010-03-21T10:10:00.000-07:00

A Call from the Lord

This prophecy is not outdated at all, as God is not bound by time and space. He is the same today as always, and this call is new again today.

The darkness that God is talking about is not present to the mortal eye, but to the eye of faith, and our disunity, lack of love and compassion for our brothers and sisters is the source of it.

Hear these words, and heed them so that we all may be one as He has called us to be.

I look upon your towns, your cities;
I see a deep darkness covering the earth.
Grow in love, compassion and unity,
And lead your brothers to this new birth.

Come to me daily in prayers and in silence;
Give me a place deep in your heart.
My Church is wounded, scattered;
Your gifts and power must increase.

Intercede, my dear ones, for my people;
Do not let your gifts be lost.
Healings and miracles will begin to happen
Just as on the very first Pentecost.

I have called on you again and again,
And I your God will not let go.
I will begin to deal with each one of you,
Got indeed it is time for you to grow.

So many take my love for granted;
Let today my voice be heard.
Grow in love; show a little more compassion,
And be obedient to this word.

The world around you is in turmoil and confision;
Even your own have lost their faith.
My dearest children, pay close attention;
You are on the verge of something great!

You are the pillars to uphold my Church;
Encourage one another, and restore.
Bind together, evangelize;
I want to give you SO MUCH MORE.

Lift up my Son, your Brother, Saviour;
This is the year to celebrate!
Gather the lost one, the wounded, the broken hearted;
Be bold, my children and step out in faith.

Great and exciting things are happening!
Open your hearts, your eyes, to see it.
You will be empowered by my Holy Spirit
And do great things as Jesus did.

Another Almost 30 Year Old Prophecy

2010-03-12T20:21:00.000-08:00

To God a Day is But a Moment

I long ago learned that time means very little to God. He is not bound by time and space. He is, after all, the Lord of the Universe, and it bows to Him, not He to it.

The Lord calls us to PERSEVERANCE. Wow, that is a challenge for me. I don't know about you. Perseverance is easy enough when the going it not too tough, though even then boredom sets in. But, the Perseverance God called the readers of this word 30 years ago, is the same Perseverance that these words call us to today. Those who have come at the later hour will still be rewarded by God for perseverance, but those who stepped it up in the earlier days of revival and call to faith, will reap an even greater reward.

My children . . .
For long I have been preparing you,
Difficult becomes the path and even heavier your task;
But I will bring growth and great conversion,
Persevere, and do what I ask.

Feel the need of binding together,
Know that I have a definite plan;
I will bring My work here to completion,
Please listen to the Son of Man.

I will not refuse anything to those who love Me,
Fill that place that I have set aside;
Comfort, console and support your Master,
Help me to renew and upbuild My Bride.

I see your pain, I know your heartache,
Imitate Jesus all the way;
Stand for Him and follow through,
Why did so many turn away?

Make a new commitment and submit to Me,
Go on, My dear ones, and spare no effort,
Don't look for excitement, why ask for miracles?
Seek first the will of Me, your Lord.

Take advantage tonight of these precious moments,
I have come to you live never before;
The walls around you will slowly crumble,
Yet, My Beloved One will stand forevermore.

Listen, My children, if you say you love Me,
Pick up your cross and share My pain;
The inexpressible agonies of My Son,
You must relive and watch and bear again.

For I will lead you through fire and water,
In a way you cannot understand;
I will bring to birth a church so alive and vibrant,
Head, My dear ones, to My plan.

Why did so many turn away? Why do we all turn our backs on Our Lord and Saviour when we sin? Why Lord are you so tolerant of our sinfulness? We are a stiff necked people, Lord. Loosen our stiffness, so we can follow in Your footsteps.

An Almost 30 Year Old Prophecy

2010-03-11T20:07:00.000-08:00

It Still Applies

As I read this prophecy, from long ago, it seems new for today. In truth, when God speaks, it is always new, and always old, fresh yet timeless.

As we read about the world of abortions and euthanasia, those of us who are guided by our faith, can see that the world is becoming a very cold place, and dark as well.

My children . . .
I have called you to a new beginning
From a world that has grown dark and cold;
Gently I have poured My Spirit upon you
As the dawning of a new age slowly unfolds.

Be yourselves, My dear beloved ones,
Make Me the centre of your lives;
I do accept you for what you are,
You are My hands, My feet and even My eyes.

And I will lead you into a deeper Sonship,
Please respond to My invitation;
Step by step, I will reveal to you
The boundless treasures of My salvation.

And I will mold you by your experiences,
And make you what I want you to be;
I will transform, renew, and heal you,
All I am asking is that you are open to Me.

Risk, develop, pray and research,
Follow me in deed and action;
Difficult is the path you have chosen,
Yet full of joy and satisfaction.

Be true to your commitment and learn from Me,
Perhaps you feel inadequate;
But I will shower you with many gifts,
My power is yours but you must desire it.

Unite your will more firmly with Mine,
I know your hearts, I see every thought;
Trust in Me My dearest childrenl
My graces cannot be demanded, earned, not bought.

Open your lives trustingly to Me,
I will lift you high and I will lay you low;
But know that it is in the valley of humility,
That my Spirit and my gifts more freely flow.

My love, My loyalty is far greater
Than you anxieties and fears of the past;
I will gather my people, I will unite my flock,
My Spirit is alive and moving fast.

God wants us to be ourselves, which sounds so simple. Yet, in truth, we are not really ourselves. Our hearts and minds have been conformed to the world we live in to some extent, if not totally. That conformance to the world prevents us from being truly human. In point of fact, there has only been one who walked the earth, and was fully human, fully in tune with the design of the Creator, Jesus God's only begotten Son.

Let us embrace these words.

Prophecy for a New Year given on January 2, 2002

2010-03-10T20:07:00.000-08:00

Gets You Thinking

This prophecy is over 8 years old, but is new today. The last stanza is prophetic from then, but happening now. There is a new spirit moving in God's people, but it is being slowed by the evil one, and those, including all of us because of our sinfulness, who get in the way from time to time, or even intend to so do.

My dearest child, you must not doubt Me.
You obviously know, and yet
You seem to struggle with a decision.
Don't be afraid with what lies ahead.

Pray for wisdom and understanding,
For many storms will come along.
I will sustain you with My love, My power.
I your God, will make you strong.

I will lift the darkness, break the barriers
That threaten and do stifle you,
Those evil forces of doubt and fear
In the many things you want to do.

But deep in your inner being you hear a voice.
I am your God, and I don't make mistakes.
I see your courage, your deep concern;
You have everything that it takes.

Know that on the path of your existence-
Perhaps this sounds a little strange-
You would not encounter the many joys of your present mission
If you decided to make a change.

I do not make decisions for you.
Difficult is the task you will take upon you,
But a time of grace and growth is upon your people;
I will reward you for all you do.

The world is headed for disaster;
A wind is sweeping a new fire of love.
Wath and see; I will make it happen,
And show you my signs from heaven above.

God does not make our decisions for us, true. However, when he puts a burden on our hearts to follow Him, He has a way of making it unpleasant for us to not follow where He leads.

In the third last stanza, the Lord speaks about things that might be missed if we change our present direction for another. It is a reasonable point to ponder before jumping in a new direction.

On the Road Again Again

2010-02-28T07:14:00.000-08:00

Will Be Out of Touch for a Week

We will be travelling back to Canada commencing tomorrow morning, and there will be no new posts for the next week. Once I return home, I expect to get caught up, with lots of new things to present.

Prophecy at St. Michael's Ridgetown October 29, 2000

2010-02-23T07:20:00.000-08:00

From Father Sam's Archives

Here is a 10 year old prophecy I came across on the back of another I had published already. When God speaks a word, it is not about a minute or a day. His word is eternal, and so this word is as fresh today as on October 29, 2000.

I have seen the prayerful holiness of the people of St. Michael's Parish in Ridgetown. We have no idea today of how God is using all the rosaries that they pray, all the hours they spend in the presence of His Blessed Sacrament, the many daily masses that they attend. They are a quiet army of believers who are doing what God has called them to do to bring about his kingdom here on earth.

My children, it was I who called you here together
Like so many times before.
Open your hearts and receive my word;
The world needs you more and more.

No one can stop what I've begun,
And I will be faithful to my words.
My sheep are searching for the truth;
I will bring glory and victory to my Church.

You must pass through many valleys.
Do not lose heart but be very still.
Walk with Jesus my beloved son,
And be obedient to my will.

I will bring growth, hope and conversion.
Persevere my dear ones; do as I ask.
Difficult and winding will be your path,
And even heavier your task.

Celebrate this year of the Great Jubilee,
And bring my joy to a world so dark and cold.
A new heaven and a new earth are upon you;
You will see my plan unfold.

Step out in boldness.
You are the pillars of my Church.
Do not quench my Holy Spirit,
Even though at times it hurts.

I am your God, and I am here with you.
Hear my call for you today.
Oh, how I long to draw you closer,
To receive my love and let me lead the way.

A still, small voice is speaking to you
In the silence of your heart.
I am calling you to holiness, to be reconciled.
You are my chosen ones, a nation set apart.

Go forth with eagerness and deep conviction.
To you I will bring my plan about.
Take heed, my dear ones,to this word, this message;
You have a mission to carry out.

I will set a new fire upon my Church;
Do not destroy, but help me to upbuild.
Shine with the light of Jesus, my Son,
So that others may be Spirit filled.

Prophecy for Betty Bassett

2010-02-20T07:11:00.000-08:00

Delivered December 29, 1977

Betty Bassett had lost two sons Rick on April 13, 1973, and Jim on October 12, 1977. Parents are not supposed to outlive their children, so the deaths of two sons was particularly hard for this woman of faith. This particular prophecy was delivered just 2 1/2 months after the death of her second son, and speaks of God's wisdom that far exceeds the earthly kind we have.

Feel my kindness and compassion,
I share this loss, this grief with you;
I saw the souls of your own in danger,
Rest peacefully in all I do.

Again and again I spoke in a small voice
But still we drifted further apart;
Only now it is possible for Me to reach them,
Let me console your broken heart.

Slowly you will see the progress,
My ways and purposes are to you unknown,
But this cross, My child, holds many blessings
In little signs already shown.

Don't fear or doubt your difficulties,
Have faith in Me, your glorious might,
Now you are walking in clouds of darkness,
But behind them awaits a ray of light.

Put your burdens at the foot of the Cross now
And look at Christ, at what He has done,
Compare your suffering with His Mother
Witnessing the death of her only Son.

I am Love, I am Infinite Wisdom,
Trust in your God and you will see
The tremendous power of this loss
Will re-unite your whole family.

God sees the BIG picture; us not so much. If we try to take a big picture to this prophecy from 32 years ago, what would we see today, as the fruit of Betty Bassett's faith in Her Lord and Saviour?

It's a Small World

2010-02-15T13:53:00.000-08:00

Met an Acquaintance of Father Sam

As readers may know, My Dear Wife and I are currently in Tucson Arizona, about 2,200 miles away from Southern Ontario. We are in an over 55 RV park on the west side of the city. I have been attending daily mass at Our Lady of Fatima, a few minutes away from where we are, and met a man from our area. I actually met him last year, but today we got to talking about some things in common.

When I mentioned Father Sam Johnston and this blog, Norm Sutherland, the man I met, said that he had been a parishioner of Father Sam in Petrolia, Ontario, and further to that, had been a classmate of his at St. Peter's Seminary when Norm was trying to discern a vocation to the priesthood, many years ago.

The Disneyland song "It's a Small World after all" comes to mind.

Marino Restrepo - A Friend of Father Sam's from Columbia

2010-02-10T00:06:00.000-08:00

He Found his Faith in a Jungle of Terror

The following is reproduced from a May 11, 2001 article in the Chatham-Kent Citizen, written by Randy Coote.

For six months he was dragged through the jungles of Columbia - a kidnapped victim who was told it was just a metter of time before he was to be murdered.

Marino Restrepo is not bitter. He has no resentment towards his guerilla captors who sentenced him to death and threw him into financial ruin. Restrepo found his hatih and a personal relationship with God.

The Columbian native travels throughout the world to talk about his experience and how God is ther in any situation. Restrepo has been in Ridgetown this past week conducting a mission at St. Michael's Catholic Church.

It was Christmas Day, 1997. Restrepo had been living in Hollywod, California for 25 years. He had been making a living acting in TV programmes and movies and writing songs.

Restrepo has family living in Columbia and he was visiting for the first time in 12 years. He was walking into the entrance of his uncle's ranch in Ansuema in the Andes mountains when he was grabbed.

"They take people. They kidnap people for ransoms. They took me by surprise . I had been out of the country for 12 years."

"You don't see the rebels in the towns. They pay criminals to track down information on people and kidnap them."

Restrepo said he was told he was going to be killed, but he had to raise a half million dollars US or his four sisters would be murdered. They would be killed one at a time and Restrepo would be shown something from each that would prove it.

Kidnapping is all too common in Columbia, Restrepo said. Local criminals will check out a person who may have money or can raise it. They then grab the person and sell them to the guerillas who keep them until money is raised.

Restrepo said the victim is killed because the local criminals don't want them coming back to identify them when they are released.

His kidnappers dragged him through the jungle, avoiding army patrols and Contras (people hired by communities to protect them from guerrillas.) He not only had to contend with knowing he was going to be killed by his captors, but he could be shot during gun fights with the army or the Contras.

"It is a constant war (in Columbia). It was horrible. They are cold blooded."

Restrepo said he was tied, gagged and had his head covered for 15 days he say in a cave as the criminals waited for the guerrillas to arrive. "The rebels came and sentenced me (to death). They said 'we have to kill you so there is no trace.' "

It was that night that Restrepo said his life changed in a way that has continued to grow since.

"Back in the cave that night I had what you might call a revelation."

Restrepo said he was shown his life and the sins he had committed. He said it lasted none hours and he knows that because he had glanced at one of his captors' watch who was checking him and it said 8:30 pm.

When it was over the sun was rising and the birds were singing.

There were spiders and insects in that cave and his body was swollen from bites. "I was poisined (by the bites) and I thought it was a hallucination at first. But I began to realize it was mre than that. It was a vision that lasted nine hours."

Restrepo said he received a spiritualization that night and his life has changed. But his ordeal as a kidnapped victim being trudged through the jungles of Columbia would go on for another five-and-a-half months.

The guerrillas used a cell phone to contact a lawyer who was collecting the ransom money Restrepo could gather. Restrepo said he dind't have $500,000.

He sold his house, arranged bank loans, received noney from the actors' union and called on friends and family. All he could gather was $365,000 and now he faced his sentence to death.

But it didn't happen. For whatever reason, Restrepo was taken to a roadside and left. Over six months he had been wearing the same clothes, had not batherd and had grown a beard down to his chest.

"We had always been running from the army and the Contras. When they let me go it was a total surprise. I was waiting for 45 days for the order to be killed."

"When someone went by with a new rope I thought I was going to be hanged. When someone was cleaning a gun I thought I was gong to be shot. When someone was sharpening a knife I thought I was going to be stabbed. God was with me all this time."

Following his vision, Restrepo said he spent his days praying. He prayed for forgiveness and he prayed for his captors. He didn't hate the people holding him hostage and threatening to kill his family.

"They are puppets of evil. They thought they were in control. They were not in control."

During his days in the jungle Restrepo said he was in the hands of 65 to 100 guerrillas. "They are very violent. They even kill each other sometimes. They kill farmers who help them, who can identify them."

Restrepo was someone who could identify them, but he has let go. "I became apiritually strong. I think the Lord helped (him survive). The rebels make promises to the Lord. They have a crooked spirituality. They use anything (to make money). They assault towns, kidnap, sell drugs, run guns, rob banks."

Restrepo was alive and so were his family members. But his life continued to change as he left the jungle behind him. He was financially runied and had to begin paying back monies lent to him for the ransom.

For two years Restrepo didn't speak about his experience and the change in his spirituality. "I thought it was private, between the Lord and me."

But he came to the realization that the Lord wanted him to give testimony about the experience.

"I lived a comfortable life in the entertainment business. I had pleasure, fame and money. The lesson this taught me is God is alive. This type of thing goes on in the world."

"I think the Lord helped me. He urged me to talk about my Columbian testimony. I want to tell people to be with Him and not to worry about those who may destroy your physical life, but those who can take your soul."

Last year Restrepo returned to Columbia without any fear of what might happen to him. He said he appeared on television and radio programs and gave testimony to a number of groups.

He said he didn't talk against the rebels and those who kidnapped him. He told of the experience and talked about "Christ the Lord."

He said he was never approached by any rebels and he didn't encounter any problems as he moved freely to give his testimony.

"He gave me a second change. I try to get people to be more aware about God.

Restrepo said he met 16 Canadians, including Father Martin Johnston of St. Michael's, while in Columbia. That prompted his visit to Ridgetown to share his testimony in Canada.

"Many people don't think about God. It's hard for many people here (in Canada) because they live comfortably and are not strong in the belief they need God."

Restrepo said such thinking is dangerous. People have to think about more than their physical existence. It's eternal life people have to prepare for. "Your soul becomes weak if you don't feed it."

Restrepo is back in Hollywood and taking work to pay off his debts. He said he has two more years of monthly payments to clear up money owed for his ransom.

In the past, Restrepo has taken parts in such television shows as the Equalizer, ER, Dallas and Pacific Blue. Today he only looks at parts that will not contravene his faith.

He is up for a part in a new television series being created along the lines of Touched By An Angel.

"It's not like it used to be. If I see something that is against my faith I won't do it., even if I'm in debt."

"I lead a simple life. I do acting to pay the bills. I realize all your money can go at once. Life is an illusion. It can all disappear."

Restrepo said sharing his experience can help others. Seeing someone who has gone through horrible experiences can show how strong faith can be.

He said he is not bitter over his kidnapping experience because he has gained much more than he ever had before. "I pray for them (his captors) and I love them."

Mr. Restrepo has his own web site here.

God Loves the Poor; He is With the Poor

2010-02-09T00:01:00.000-08:00

An Article By Fr. Sam on March 11, 1998 in the Ridgetown Independent News

While at St. Michael's Parish in Ridgetown, Ontario, Father Sam wrote from time to time an article for the local newspaper. In this one, he shares about his trips to Columbia, and being with the poor. Unfortunately, I was unable to reproduce the pictures that form part of the article, as what I have is a photocopy. Father Sam describes them somewhat in what follows, and they are graphic images of poverty.

In 1972 Don and Bonnie Stucklees, missionaries in Columbia SA., although I had never met them before, invited me to visit with them in Bogota. Reluctantly, I accepted. Bonnie's mother and three others made that first pilgrimage to the poor, an experience I shall never forget. It has led to other visits for myself and about 200 others. On March 16th, two others and myself will leave for my 19th journey south. Through the Stucklees family I met Padre Fernando Umana, a friend of Don and Bonnie. Fernando has established a retreat centre outside Zipaquira, 8,500 feet above sea level on the plateau of the mountain. To describe Fernando and the work of God through him would require pages that are not possible within this column of the Independent News. I am thankful, for these weekly articles from the Ridgetown and District Ministerial Association.

Someone once asked me it I would like to travel to the Holy Land. My reply was, "Not really. I would rather go to where Jesus is rather than where He once was." GOD IS WITH THE POOR in a very special way, and He wants us to be with them as well. The accompanying pictures are tow of my favourite snaps from former visits to Columbia. Notice that the little girl's shoes are too small. The child in the box is resting in the median of a four-lane highway in Bogota. At the retreat centre Fernando is housing 26 orphan girls. They live in the school, which he wants to use for education. Group homes for them were started, but no work has been doen to finish them for lack of funds. Hopefully, many from St. Michael's will respond to my urgent requests for help. We won't refuse help from anyone. Our God loves the poor, and he loves us too. He has special blessings for those who minister to them. It should be no wonder then that we find so much fulfillment and joy because of our journey south.

In Matthew's gospel, chapter 25, Jesus said, "Whatever you do to the least of my brethren you to unto me." May God be with us as we heed these words and take care of everyone at our home here on Planet Earth.

Father Sam is on his way there again shortly, not for the 19th time, but for about the 38th, I believe. God Bless You, Father Sam.

Prophecy Spoken in Ridgetown Oct. 14, 2001

2010-02-08T07:39:00.000-08:00

A Prophecy for This Millennium

My Children, I have come to bring you joy and laughter;
I will take your burdens and your pains.
I will wrap you in my love and in my deep compassion;
I will comfort you again and again.

Try to share my love with others,
To those you meet, who know me not.
Be a channel of my mighty power,
And lead my loved ones back to God.

Learn from me and trust me completely
In the darkest moments of fear and doubt.
I will give you my grace, my light.
Help me to bring my plan about.

I must prepare you for what is to come,
My new millennium and the second Pentecost.
I will send a blazing fire, a mighty wind
And gather those who still are lost.

My children, my chosen ones,
To you I will change the face of the earth.
Bind together and be united;
Prepare your brothers for this new birth.

I will take a heart of stone, give them a heart of flesh.
I will make my people one.
Get ready for this painful hour,
For I have only just begun.

Consecrate your family to me today;
Protect them from violence, hatred and impurity.
I will wipe out the evil one
And draw the children back to me.

Help me to sanctify this world,
Not by preaching, but by giving.
Hear me, touch me, and love and serve me.
Be obedient and start giving.

Soon you will see with different eyes;
Go forth without fear and trepidation.
I am weeping for my human race.
Lead your lost ones to salvation.

Ordinary Heroes - Our Catholic Priests

2010-02-01T18:28:00.001-08:00

Father Sam et al

In the years that I have been back in the fold, being the years since about my 30th birthday, I have had the honour to meet several priests, some of whom became or were bishops, and it saddens me to think that their well deserved reputations as preachers of the Gospel, and more than that, livers of the Gospel are being tarnished because a few of their number have gone off the reservation, in one way or another. I do not wish to diminish the sins of those who have damaged the faithful, but all priests and all of the rest of us are sinners. As one priest friend of mine said many years ago, we are all sinaholics. But, it is too easy to look at the few and put that target on the majority.

The priests I have known are men like Father Sam, men who heard a call to a vocation that defies most of our logic. They were called to a life of celibacy, a life of prayer, and generally a life with little in the way of personal possessions. I hold him and the others I have known in the highest regard, not because they get it right all the time, but because their love of our Saviour is the most important thing in their lives, and as such they are seekers of the truth.

Father Sam is a very good example of the priests I mean. He was not the brightest bulb in the pack. As he told me he spent two years of his life in each of grade 8, 9 and 13, not the academic achievement of a rocket scientist. He is not sure how he got through the seminary, and became a priest. He never really read a book until he was over 42, and he became a priest when he was 38.

That is the cool thing about God. All he wants is willing hands, men and women who will put their hand to the plow and not look back. That fits Father Sam to a "T". As I sit here in Tucson, Arizona, knowing that he is going about his business in Ridgetown, Ontario, with plans to be obedient, and go to Columbia in a couple of weeks, and to Medjugorge in about 5 weeks or so, I can tell you that I would like to be able to sit with him in his kitchen and hear of his love of Our Saviour and His Blessed Mother. The hours that I have spent in his presence have been hours that I have spent in the presence of Jesus.

Let us all honour our priests in this year set aside as a Year of Priests.

Prophecy from October 11, 2004

2010-01-27T07:03:00.000-08:00

From Father Sam's Files

Father Sam handed this particular prophecy when we were at his house a while back, and it is very pertinent to this day and age.

Dear Children, I am calling you to a new beginning.
Hear My message; receive My Word.
My Spirit, My Power, is here upon you.
I will set a new fire upon the earth.

I will transform, mould, change and fill you,
But some of you are still so tense.
Open your heart to the love of Jesus.
And show a little more confidence.

Build up your faith to prayer and thanksgiving;
I am speaking to you friend to friend.
Walk with Me, step out in boldness;
I will be with you till the end.

Pray for wisdom, guidance and understanding.
Give me the struggles that you face.
Difficult is the mission that I will lay upon you.
Be open to my healing grace.

You are living in a demonic age.
My word is twisted and being misunderstood.
Trust in Me, My beloved ones,
And lead my people into one brotherhood.

Call upon My Name, and free your brothers
From bondage, pain and misery.
I will show you again and again
That I am Your God, Your Life, Your Hope, Your Victory.

I see a void, a need that's not yet been met,
A people crying to be free.
Your mission now is still incomplete.
You must go all the way for Me.

See how behind these clouds and darkness
A new radance is breaking through,
My Son is soon to appear in light and glory,
But He is waiting just for you.

As I see the wacky things going on at this time, I have no doubt that we are in an age where the devil is working very hard to turn us away from God. But that makes it all the more important that we Trust God in all things.

Fr. Sam on Hugging

2010-01-21T06:54:00.000-08:00

Healing

When speaking with Father Sam recently, he told My Dear Wife and me about something from his childhood, the profoundness and lesson of which has taken me some time to absorb.

When he was a young baby, he was a good boy. He was so good and so quiet as a baby that his mother focused her attention on the other children, who were more demanding, and she did not pick him up and cuddle him. He, of course did not know that until many years later, after ordination, when something else happened.

As a middle aged priest, Father Sam was 38 when he was ordained, he spoke about the difficulties that he had getting things going for the youth of parishes that he was in. He told of starting a youth choir with 19 eager kids the first day. That declined such that 2 weeks later, he had just 2 children show up for practice. He said that that was the way things went for him, and it was discouraging.

But, there seems to have been an underlying symptom. Father Sam could not hug people. That symptom now seems to have been one of the indicators of a loss of affection from his childhood and therefor the ability to reach out with affection and love to others.

But, Father Sam encountered Jesus and the Holy Spirit at age 42, when he went on a retreat for priests, and was baptized in the Holy Spirit. He tells of his drive back to southern Ontario from the retreat in Toronto with Father Charlie Campbell, another priest of the diocese at the time, and telling him that he felt different, and could not explain it.

Father Sam had caught the Love Bug. He became a hugger, but more than that he became a great lover of his fellow man, the others on the journey. Suddenly, he was able to relate to the youth in ways he never could before. Also, he looked for ways to introduce them to Jesus and to the Holy Spirit, with much positive effect.

Unbeknownst to Father Sam at the time, he was healed of a great pain in his heart, of the loneliness from his childhood, that one could not fathom in a family of several children. He received a healing of the memories that were getting in the way of effective ministry.

Here is the lesson in this. We are all bound to some extent or other in the memories of our lives. Those memories of joy and love form us, but so too do the memories of hurt and trauma. The memories from our childhood, when our mental capacities were not matured are the most damaging. They form our responses to situations, that are in some way similar to the particular traumatic event that occurred, and over time a hard shell develops and we form patterns of behaviour that become hard to break.

Father Sam could not form the kind and gentle loving attachments to the youth of his parishes in the early days, because he had been formed by trauma to respond in certain ways, staying aloof and apart. Consequently, the youth could not respond to him either, as they sought a Father in him.

But, God reached into his heart, and took away all the pain, in a miraculous way. Suddenly, the past was gone and Father Sam could love, as His Saviour loved him, and the rest of his ministry years are a story of love and kindness, and of a big and gentle bear of a man. When you have been hugged by Father Sam, you have been hugged, my friends.

He understands deep in his heart, why he is FATHER Sam.

If you can search into your own heart with curiosity, not judgment, and find ways of behaving that seem odd to you, or which impair your effectiveness in your life, try first to search your mind in prayer for the root traumatic event that set you on the path to your current actions. Then, give it, whether or not you can uncover it, and all of its effect to Our Loving God. Make it a gift to Him. He wants ALL of you, not just what you think is good. He wants it ALL. Let Him take it, heal it and give you back the Truth. Do this in the Name of Jesus, the Name above all names, and watch how the Lord heals you.

An Encounter With Jesus

2010-01-18T07:16:00.000-08:00

Downstream Effects of Prayers

Yesterday in Tucson, My Dear Wife and I encountered Jesus in a special way, as I reported here.

The link to Father Sam is this. Father's prayers with us, and his hearing of my confession a while back have opened my heart to see Jesus like never before. My love for My Dear Wife has grown immensely, and the scales (at least some more of them) are falling away from my eyes.

Before we left his house the last time, he took a picture of us together with his digital camera, so he could pray for us. He did not need the picture of us to pray, but he wanted it.

PTLA

2010-01-17T07:57:00.000-08:00

Praise The Lord Anyway

When we visited with Father Sam a while ago, before leaving for the American Southwest, we talked about many things. One of them is a personal philosophy of Father Sam's that is really scripturally based, and sound doctrine.

Somewhere in his journey of faith, Father Sam learned about praising God in all situations. You know, sometimes it is easy, and sometimes it is not. It fits in with the words of James 1:2 "Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds". I can tell you that for many years I struggled with that, particularly as my behind got hotter when God was busy getting my attention.

Father Sam was in a car crash in the later 90's, that as you can see from the picture below was pretty serious. He did two things that day. First, he refused to receive any injuries from that accident, and he walked away pain free. Second, and most importantly, he Praised The Lord Anyway for the circumstance.

That's kind of how he lives his faith. His car was hit so hard that his drivers seat was broken, and the back of the seat fell backwards into the back area of the car. He got the car off to the side of the road, and was invited by a passing motorist to sit in his vehicle until help arrived.

As they were sitting, a truck passed by and something metal came flying over the roof of the car he was in. They got out to check and it was Father Sam's licence plate. As you can see above there is no plate on the back of his mangled car. Since that was all he needed from the car in order to get a new one, once again Father Sam said Praise The Lord Anyway.

Rather than a traumatic experience that changed his life forever, the crash became an anecdote in a faith filled life.

A Thought from our Visit With Father Sam

2010-01-16T06:59:00.000-08:00

Adoration of the Blessed Sacrament

My Dear Wife and I have arrived in Tucson for some of the winter. At Our Lady of Fatima Parish nearby, they have Adoration of the Blessed Sacrament each first Monday of the month. St. Padre Pio was a devotee of Adoration, and it is said that when he said mass it was like a missionary journey, and a most mystical experience.

When we saw Father Sam a while ago, he showed us his prayer room, a converted sun porch, complete with a tabernacle holding the Blessed Sacrament. He had previously told me about having coffee with Jesus every morning. Not being the brightest bulb in the pack, it has taken me a while to take it all in.

Father Sam has a small monstrance in his kitchen, and he takes the Blessed Sacament out of the tabernacle he has each morning, and puts it in the monstrance in his kitchen, so that he does in fact, in the Catholic tradition, have coffee with Jesus every morning, in the form of bread, but in every sense present in the Eucharist.

The enormity of Father Sam's faith in the teachings of the Church, and the truth of the presence of Christ in the Eucharist is manifest to me in this story and in seeing this glimpse of Father's prayer life.

All I can say is WOW, and I can hardly wait for the first Friday of February to go and pay a visit to my Saviour during the Adoration at Our Lady of Fatima.

Father Sam 25 Years

2010-01-15T01:07:00.000-08:00

News Clipping from Ridgetown Paper on the Occasion

This was in Father Sam's personal files. He has now been to Columbia 39 times, and is heading there in February again. At the time of this article he had not been to Medjugorge. He has visited there 4 times as well.

Article By Charles Stanley

2010-01-14T04:45:00.000-08:00

Written in 1990

From Father Sam's files, I have this story attributed to the Evangelist Dr. Charles Stanley, of Atlanta Georgia.

We are the Church of Peter. That's good news. We are the Cjurch of Peter, not the Church of Perfect, but the Church of Peter Listen to this:
He was there when Christ said," Follow me." He was no prize, but he was there.
At the sermon on the mount, he was no humble peace maker, but he was there.
At the revelation of the Messiah, he became proud, but he was there.
At the transfiguration, he spoke our of turn, but he was there.
In the upper room, he would not wash feet, but he was there.
In the garden, he went to sleep, but he was there.
When they came for Christ, he used his sword, but he was there.
At Christ's trial, he lied and denied: he cried and he cried, but he was there.
At the cross, he followed from afar, but he was there.
When Mary Magdalene told of the resurrection, he was surprised, but he was there.
At Galilee, when Christ appeared, it hurt to be questioned three times, but he was there.
At the Ascension and commissioning, he didn't fully understand, but he was there.
At Pentecost, he was drunk with power, but, Praise God, he was there.
At Cornelius' house, it was against all custom, but he was there.

Peter wasn't always right. In fact, he was almost never right, but he wouldn't go away; he was always there. Peter got there first, and he got it right later, but you will never get right if you never get there. Because he got there at Cornelius' house he could say, "Now I understand."

You don't get there because you are always right, you get there because you are always willing.

You know, that is the story of Father Sam's life. He never quit on God, and God has rewarded his faithfulness, just as he will reward yours and mine.

98 SAM

2010-01-13T09:42:00.000-08:00

A Prophetic License Plate

Father Sam got a license plate for his car that read "98 SAM" a number of years ago, because that was the year he planned on retiring. Through a number of circumstances, mainly obedience to God, he ended up staying on in St. Michael's Parish Ridgetown until 2005, which would make 98 SAM erroneous, or so I thought.

Each year, Father Sam would put his retirement to prayer, and each year between 1998 and 2004, he carried on. It was not just a coin flip that caused him to stay on. He did work at the discernment process.

As his actual and final retirement was coming up, he was concerned about where he would live. He described for me and My Dear Wife his available options at the time, and his desire to not have to do THAT. But, God had other plans for him.

A woman who he ministered to in his parish, passed away, and he had the opportunity to give her the Sacrament of the Sick before she died, and conducted her funeral. He asked her son if, by any chance, her house was available for him to purchase. He was thinking that it might be able to be had for about $115,000 and that possibly God had that house in store for him.

A few days later the son called to tell him that he had determined its worth as $103,000 and asked Father if he would be prepared to pay $98,000 for it. I do not know if Father Sam literally leapt for joy, but he was quite pleased about it. The son then invited him over to the house, and made an additional proposition to him. He offered him the contents of the house, and the two garages for an additional $1,500. As you can well imagine, priests don't typically accumulate the assets required to have their own home, since they are moved about with a suitcase and a couple of cardboard boxes every few years during their parish ministry days. This came as a blessing as well to Father, and he loves his new home.

The address "98" Victoria Street. Coincidence. I think not.

I Know My Sheep

2010-01-12T03:48:00.000-08:00

And my Sheep Know Me - My Goats too

Here is a picture of Father Sam from a few years ago, when he was in Columbia. It does not really need an explanation now, does it?

The Rest of the Story

2010-01-11T05:01:00.000-08:00

A Prayer Story from Fr. Sam's Files

State legislators got more than they bargained for when they asked local minister Joe Wright to bless the new session in prayer.

This is the text of the original prayer delivered January 23, 1996 by Pastor Joe Wright to the Kansas House of Representatives in Topeka.

Heavenly Father, we come before You today to ask Your forgiveness and to see Your direction and guidance.

We know Your Word says, "Woe on those who call evil good", but that's exactly what we have done.

We have lost our spiritual equilibrium and reversed our values.

We confess that:
We have ridiculed the absolute truth of Your Word and called it pluralism.
We have worshipped othe gods and called it multi-culturalism.
We have endorsed perversion and called it an alternative lifestyle.
We have exploited the port and call it the lottery.
We have negledcted the needy and call it self-preservation.
We have rewarded laziness and called it welfare.
We have killed our unborn children and called it a choice.
We have shot abortionists and called it justifiable.
We have neglected to discipline our children and call it building self-esteem.
We have abused power and called it political savvy.
We have coveted out neighbour's possessions and called it ambition.
We have polluted the air with profanity and pornography and called it freedom of expression.
We have ridiculed the time-honoured values of our forefathers and called it enlightenment.

Search us, O God, and know our hearts today; try us and see if there be some wicked way in us; cleanse us from every sin and set us free.

Guide and bless these men and women who have been sent here by the people of Kansas, and who have been ordained by you to govern this great state.

Grant them you wisdom to rule and may their decisions direct us to the centre of Your will. I ask it in the name of Your Son, the Living Saviour, Jesus Christ.

Amen.
This prayer which Reverend Joe Wright of the Central Christian Church in Wichita, Kansas delivered to the Kansas State House of Representatives was similar to one delivered previously, at the Kentucky Governor's prayer breakfast in 1995 by Bob Russell.

Rev. Wright has been invited by a member of his church, one of the elected representatives to be guest chaplain, read the prayer and then departed. He created a ruckus that erupted after he left.

Reportedly, one Democrat walked out in protest, three others spoke critically of the prayer and another blasted Wright's "message of intolerance." The House minority leader Tom Watson, a Democrat said the prayer "reflects the extreme, radical views that continue to dominate the House Republican agenda since right-wing extremists seized control of the House Republicans caucus last year." Democrat Rep. Jim Long said that Wright "made everyone mad." The Representative that had invited Wright claimed that the House Democrats were only trying to make political hay out of a prayer that he supported himself.

As Wright said later: " I certainly did not mean to be offensive to individuals, but I do not apologize for the truth." After over 6,500 phone calls to his office from around the world, and several television and news reports of the incident, the chaplain coordinator of the Nebraska Legislature read it there as well.

Some folks are a little touchy about their own sin.

A little does of truth might be good at the Provincial and Federal legislatures here in Canada. What do you think?

Father Sam's First Parish as Pastor

2010-01-10T00:33:00.000-08:00

St. Philips in Petrolia et al

On April 5, 1972 the Ridgetown Independent News published this article on a favourite son. Note the tone of the article as well as its content. I cannot imagine that our enlightened and politically correct newspaper folks would write with this kind of style today, and they sure would not use this content in a secular newspaper. But, it is a pretty good measure of the man, circa 1972, and he's pretty much just an older version of that same man, 38 years later.

On January 1, 1972 Rev. Martin C. Johnston became pastor of St. Philip's in Petrolia and the missions of St. Anne's in Oil Springs and Holy Rosary in Wyoming. It was the first time Father Johnston had been assigned a pastorate.

Rev. Fr. Martin Johnston is the son of Mrs. F. R. Johnston of 16 Hazel Street South, Ridgetown.

An article on Father Johnston recently appeared in the Petrolia Advertiser - Topic which is of interest to many in Ridgetown who are closely following the young priest's career.

Since the first of this year the Roman Catholic community in and around Petrolia has had a new pastor.

Taking over from Father Wm. Farrell at St. Philip's and at the missions of St. Anne's in Oil Springs and Holy Rosary in Wyoming, is Father Martin C. Johnston, a former elementary school teacher, who became a priest ten years ago.

Father Johnston is originally from Ridgetown where he received his elementary school education. He attended high school in Kitchener and Toronto and took his grade 13 at the Junior Seminary in St.Mary's.

He graduated from London Teacher's College in 1951 and following that he taught for four years in one-room country schools in Amherstburg and Harrow - - a teaching stint which Father Johnston says he thoroughly enjoyed.

He then entered St. Peter's Seminary in London, graduating in 1962. In the past decade he has served at St. Gabriel's and St. Theresa's in Windsor and St. Martin's in London.

He became pastor for the first time in Petrolia on Jan. 1.

Father Johnston is very much into the new Catholic Pentecostal movement which took root at Duquesne University of the Holy Spirit in Pennsylvania about five years ago, and has since spread rapidly throughout the United States and Canada, with the sanction of the Church hierarchy.

Father Johnston hopes to expose his parishioners to the "charismatic renewal" which one morning two years ago brought him "excitement, peace and joy," to an extent he has never known before and which has never left him.

"Charisms," Father Johnston explains, "are love gifts from the Holy Spirit which manifest to people that God is a very intimate part of their lives."

Charisms were given for the first time to the Apostles on the feast of Pentecost, as is related in Paul's first letter to the Corinthians.

These gifts include speaking with wisdom, and knowledge, miracles, healings, prophecy, discernment of spirits, praying in tongues, and the interpretation of tongues.

All are not given the same gifts," Father Johnston notes. "Different gifts are for different services."

However, Father Johnston has encountered some individuals who have double gifts, such as the gift of "speaking in tongues" (praising God in a foreign language unknown to the speaker, or in a flow of indiscernible syllables) and the gift of prophecy.

"These gifts come suddenly," he says. "They present themselves through community prayer."

Father Johnston believes that through charismatic renewal the "loving kind of community that was obvious in the early church" can be realized today. "But this kind of community has to build slowly."

While this renewal is meant for everyone, Father Johnston believes in starting with the young people of his church, whom he found to be particularly receptive to this movement which offers them the opportunity to "get high on Christ."

With time, Father Johnston hopes to see the movement catch on with all generations and all denominations.

"Charismatic renewal is one of the ways God is touching us today. "It is not a passing fad," he says. "It will stay with people. They are participating in it and it is or everybody, no matter what religion, age or past. It will be a great source of unity."

A Younger Father Sam

2010-01-09T06:50:00.000-08:00

It Takes Time to Get to 82

When my dear wife and I met with Father Sam the other day, among the things we left with were some pictures from his files of various times in his life. I have scanned them into my computer, and will be rolling them out from time to time, so that you can see the man himself or things that mattered to him.

In this gray scan of a photocopy of a picture from about 70 years ago is the spark of the vocation that Father Sam eventually lived out fully. The tall lad in the back row with their parish priest is Father Sam. The Church in the background is St. Michael's Parish Ridgetown, the parish from which Father Sam retired a few years back, and where he makes his home . . . when he is not jetting off to Columbia or Medjugorge.

Father Sam Flies to the Dominican Republic

2010-01-08T04:46:00.000-08:00

A Cute Story of Faith Tested

Father Sam took a trip to the Dominican Republic a number of years ago, with a couple of other priests. He indicated to his co-travelers that he wanted to meet people, and so sat in a section of three seats by hmself. He was joined by a young woman and an older woman, who were not together.

As he engaged the women in conversation, they shared thoughts on a number of things. Then, Father Sam had an inspiration, maybe. He had a small bible in his pocket, and this idea in his head. He asked the young woman to think of a question that she wanted to ask God. Then, he told her that God would answer that question from the bible. The plan was that she would open the bible and the first passage that she read would answer her question.

As she started to think about the question, Fr. Sam started to question what he was thinking. So, when she was ready, he stalled. He first told her that they had to ask God to forgive their sins, and so they prayed for that. He was stalling for time, but was also trying to make sure that there were no obstacles in the way, but more like the golfer who looks for the imaginary blades of grass that are not perfectly smooth in his line to the hole, when he is about to make a difficult putt.

Then, he stalled a bit more. He said to her: "OK. Let's praise God for a few moments to prepare." So, they praised God together.

Finally, it was the moment of truth, and Father was nervous. (O ye of little faith - just like the rest of us). Well, she took the bible, opened it up and read a passage from John's Gospel. Father nervously asked her if she got the answer to her question. She replied that she had, and told him about her questioning her faith and showing him the scripture, she showed him how her question was answered. She also did it again with another question, but would not tell Father Sam the question or the answer.

After the plane landed they went on their separate ways. It happened that a few days later, Father Sam was at the home of a well to do couple, who had invited him to dinner, and unbeknownst to him had also invited several other friends of theirs, to meet the priest.

Well, after dinner as discussion went on, the woman of the house pulled out her bible and wanted to discuss something with Father. She opened her bible to the exact passage that the young woman on the plane had opened to previously.

To Father Sam, this was the proof that his silly idea of opening the bible to find the answer to a question at random, was not, in fact, his silly idea, but God's plan. So, our dear Father Sam Johnston learned a new lesson in trust those days, that the God who has counted every hair on our heads, knows how to share his word with his people.

And a bolder man of faith emerged from that experience.

Visit With Father Sam

2010-01-07T07:54:00.000-08:00

The Surprises Were Surprising But Not a Surprise

I have come to know that if I remain as alert as I can when I have an encounter with a priest, I will have my socks blessed off. I confess that taking my wife along left no doubt in my mind, but added a dimension to this encounter, and I wondered how God and Father Sam would operate with it. For once in my life, and it has not happened often, I did not have any expectations of what might happen, and so we embarked on our journey.

Here is the ending to a short story, that will in turn be part of a bigger story yet to unfold. I fell even more madly in love with this delightful woman that I journey with. Her faith and her love are beyond words.

As we traveled down to Ridgetown to meet Father Sam, yesterday afternoon, my dear wife reminded me of how shy she is, and how challenging it is for her to go somewhere she does not know. There is a reason for that comment and a story behind it that is hers to tell, and if she ever gives me permission to tell it, I will. But, the awareness of that particular fact had not been lost on me previously, and so her eagerness to come and visit with Father Sam was a portent of something good to come.

We arrived at Father Sam's and were greeted by his dog Joshua, a really cute little black cocker spaniel, who looks just like our grand dog, Miles (that is our son's dog). We sat with Father Sam for some time in his kitchen as he and I discussed some of the things that he would like posted in the next while. It is not that he said to me "Post this." It is that he would hand me something and say: "This is interesting, and I do not know if I gave it to you previously." I take that to mean that it has come from God's lips to his ears, and now to mine. So, I take it as given that I now know much of what I will be posting in the near future for this blog. But, we also talked about the future, about his trips to Columbia and Medjugorge over the next 3 months, which I hope to write about, after his return.

Father is a very generous man, with his time, his talents and with his things. It seems to me that a thing that is in his hands is quite possibly on its way to someone else's hands, and he is only a transport mechanism. Here is what I mean. In his communication with my dear one, he spoke of a particular writer, and had on the table a book he was reading. In essence, he said to her, "Here you will find this enlightening," and handed it to her to read. Later he gave her a book on Medjugorge to read as well. Well, my dear wife has a wonderful spiritual sense, and if she thinks that she has heard the voice of God, she will do it. I expect to see a lot of those two books as we head to our winter warm spot in Tucson, Arizona next week for a lengthy rest.

Father Sam asked her is he could pray over her, not just for her. In his prayer, he did not pray for the particular issue that she had been speaking to him about, but for an issue that is similar, but of even greater importance, that had not come up in the conversation. For some reason, after he prayed, the anointing of God went from her toes to her shoulders and remained on her for some time. He laughed as he saw it in the spirit, celebrating God loving her so. I was aware of it too, so could confirm that what he saw, he saw. In my own prayer at the time, I kept trying to get God to move the anointing up to her head. I confess that it seemed curious to me that the anointing went from toes to shoulder, and not to her head, as she has been having headaches and is on serious medication, because of difficulties she has above her shoulders. Then, I realized that God is in fact, in control, and knows what he is doing. Besides that, she had this most angelic smile on her face, and my wife has the most beautiful smile of any woman I have ever met. It melts my heart every time I see it.

We then went out for dinner with Father, to one of the restaurants in Ridgetown, and had a delightful meal. We shared the joy of eating together. Father usually eats his dinners with his sister who lives in town, but had made time for us, and we appreciated it.

We returned to Father's house before leaving for London, and he scurried about for a few moments gathering a few things that he wanted us to take along. He gave us rosaries blessed by the Blessed Virgin in Medjugorge, not for us, but to be shared with other journeyers, and a beautiful rosary for my wife that has silver beads that have the Blessed Mother on one side and a small reproduction of the Divine Mercy image on the other.

As we were driving home, my dear one turned to me and said that she had been looking all her life for that special rosary that spoke to her, and Father Sam had just handed it to her. One of the desires of her heart had been to have a special rosary, and God fulfilled that desire. What made it even more special was that she had had on her heart to send her current rosary, which itself was beautiful and happened to be in her coat pocket, to someone who needs it, and she asked Father to bless it before it goes on its way.

Neither of us have been sleeping well for some time, and particularly, my love, has been having difficulty, as this one disease she has been dealing with, was rearing its ugly head in her head again. When she awoke this morning, she told me that she had slept better than any night she could remember. I am not surprised. Our Dear Lord is doing even more work in my love, and it is a joy.

I woke this morning with two visions and a word for my love, that I will share with her when I get a chance.

She has always been in love with God, but I think that God has more in store for her, and was just starting to manifest his love for her in some kind of different way, that I surely do not comprehend. What joy it is for me to be on this faith journey with such a delightful partner.

And what joy to spend time with Alter Christus, and let his love of God flow to us.

Today We Travel To Ridgetown to See Father Sam

2010-01-06T07:34:00.000-08:00

If I Can Get Over Yesterday

Over at my own personal blog, Freedom Through Truth, I wrote of my meeting with Father Michael Prieur at St.Peter's Seminary in London yesterday, and of my Encounter with Jesus Christ, then and through the night.

Today, my dear wife and I are driving down to see Father Sam and have dinner with him. I think that I am going down to get some thoughts from him for future postings, while I am away in Arizona with my dear wife. But, then yesterday, I thought that I was going to St. Peter's to talk about the attacks some bloggers have started against Father Prieur.

As I was open yesterday to whatever came to pass, I remain so today as well. We shall see.

A Prophecy For This Millenium

2010-01-05T00:01:00.000-08:00

From Father Sam's Files

As I started to read this prophecy, and continuing until now, I have been washed in a Godly anointing about this particular word from the Lord. It was a prophecy for this newest millenium, and as I read it and re-read it, having the benefit of typing it out, it is clear to me that it is a call to God's people to prayer and silence to hear God daily.

My dearest children, don't be afraid;
Give me the difficulties you face.
Cast all your burdens here upon me,
And I will show My healing Grace.

I have come to set a new fire among you.
Perhaps my plan is still not clear,
But I am transforming the hearts of many
In this great millennium year.

Fight the darkness that is all around you.
Trust in your God, your guiding Light.
Through my Spirit and your sacrifices
My Church will again be unified.

Pray, be silent that you may hear My Voice;
I will be giving you today
An abundant measure of My Love, My Power.
I have chosen you to prepare my way.

On the cross My Son redeemed you,
But so many have been failing.
You are exposed to this world's evil.
My human Race is sick and ailing.

Over and over I have spoken to you
About my vision and what I have planned.
Grow deeper and deeper in My Love
And walk with me daily hand in hand.

I am your Joy, your Hope, your Life.
If you have Me you have everything.
I am calling you to a new awakening.
Lift up my Son, your Lord and King.

My dearest children, turn to silence,
And obey the word I have given you today.
My Church is on the verge of a new springtime,
The dawning of a brand new day.

One time we are asked to Pray, and be silent, and one other time we are asked to turn to silence. This seems to be to me the most important single aspect of this Prophecy, at least for me. I guess, quite simply, how can I hear God speaking to me unless I am silent?

He comes in the gentle breeze, and if we are making noise ourselves He will not intrude on our noisiness usually, allowing us to choose the silence to be able to hear Him.

So, I attach a link to the British Province of Carmelite Friars writing on The Prayer of Silence.

A Prophecy For Father Sam

2010-01-04T06:50:00.000-08:00

Meaningful for All Priests, and All the Faithful

Father Sam was raised in Ridgetown, where he pastored as well for many years, and where he currently resides in his retirement (Hah!!). From time to time he would go to see Ann Donkers when he was bothered by choices he had to make or was seeking direct guidance from the Lord about his ministry.

My recollection, from my last meeting with him, was that one of the times he went to see Ann was when his mother's house had burned in 1985, and he was unsure of what to do. As well, he was challenged by the apparent lack of fruit (to him) in his own ministry.

So, like a dutiful son, he went to speak to his Father, or at least to hear from Him. He did not tell Ann Donkers what was on his mind, to ensure that any words of Prophecy that she received were not tainted by his prompting. As well, she lived about 60 miles away from Ridgetown, and would not have had any particular knowledge about his mother.

In my view the prophecy breaks down into two parts. Part 1 is about priestly ministry, and is in my opinion true for Father Sam, and for all the priests that I know.

Part 1

My precious, my beloved one,
How deep is my compassion, my love for you;
You have worked and toiled without ceasing
To make your Master's plan come true.

I see the pressure that's upon you,
Your tremendous effort and dedication.
I will give you light and strength in my Holy Spirit;
Finish the plan of my salvation.

You have been through many weary years,
Because so many wouldn't realize
That you want to share Jesus
Who longs to be more intimate in their lives.

But I, your God, will ease your burden
And shed new light on the path before you.
I will make it possible for you to grow even more
Strong and radiant like the morning dew.

You are much needed; I rely on you.
My son, it is impossible to express
The tremendous need in the broken homes;
See how my little one are suffering from stress.

Your church shows signs of growth, new life.
Serve me with heart and mind and soul.
Yes, it is real; it is happening now,
But know that you play an important role.

Look forward and see the radiant beauty
Shining forth upon the nations,
As I set My Glory here upon the earth,
And bring to birth a new creation.

I see your heavy, burdened heart,
The many difficulties that you face.
But I am with you; rest in me.
You will see changes taking place.

Part 2 is specific to Father Sam and his mother and her needs.

I have brought you here today;
You have to fill a tremendous void.
Your mother lost the many treasures,
A home she valued and enjoyed.

I see the pain she is going through,
But I will comfort her motherly heart.
Trust in me, my beloved one,
For I, your God will never part.

All these happenings have a reason;
For you this is a time of light,
For I will provide another home.
Make your decision; It is time to decide.

Have I not given you a sign?
Open your eyes; please understand.
Look at me, My beloved son;
All this is already planned.

I have foretold you this to-day
To inform you, and I do suggest,
Do not refuse; do not deny it;
I give my own the very best.

Why do you look for confirmation?
Trust in me; I will help you through.
Humbly accept this very word
I spoke in order to be listened to.

At times when I have had a prophecy come through me at a Prayer Meeting or for some other reason, I have never had a clue what was coming, nor remembered it after. I just know that if I did not speak, I would explode. It pushed up out of me, and all I knew was that it was coming. I even tried to hold one back for a bit one time, and it was very, well . . . impossible.

Alter Christus

2010-01-03T05:57:00.000-08:00

Our Beloved Catholic Priests

Over at Freedom Through Truth, I posted much of the following, but here at Life in the Spirit, I wanted to make reference to some of the priests who have had an influence on me over the years, and particularly recently, as I journey on my faith walk.

I have been familiar with the term alter christus being used to describe Catholic priests. The words mean "another Christ". It is a very Catholic term, as opposed to a catholic term, and in particular refers to the priests charism to, through the grace of God, change water and wine into the Body and Blood of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, during the holy sacrifice of the Mass. I do not profess to fully comprehend it, nor to have an interest in debating it. It is a matter of faith for me, and for those who live the Catholic faith.

In a recent posting here, I wrote of a prophecy for the Church and its priests that though it was probably originally 20 years old, is pertinent now. In that prophecy I made note of some priest of my acquaintance, though acquaintance is too trite a word. Each of these priests, and I made note of 7 of them, starting of course with Father Sam Johnston, whose blog this is, to Father John Pirt, and Father Francis Jeyaseelan of my own parish of St. George, in London, and Father Michael Prieur of St. Peter's Seminary here in London, Father Clement Agamba, who was our associate pastor in Tucson Arizona last winter, as well as priests I have encountered blogging, Fr. Tim Moyle in Mattawa, Ontario, and Fr. James Farfaglia in Corpus Christi Texas have served as spiritual guides for a minute, for a day, and/or forever to me, whether they knew it or not. But, the fact is that many more priests have been my spiritual guide over the years whenever they consecrated the Body and Blood of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ in the holy sacrifice of the Mass, heard my confession, or went about their daily vocation within my view in some way or another.

Sometimes, we think they are not human like us, with joys and sorrows, trials and tribulations like ours. Those that have fallen into areas of sexual sin are actually a little too much like us, and so we should condemn their actions, and hold them to account for the breach of trust that they have committed. But, we should resist the urge to judge the man, or the condition of his soul, and above all the love that God has for him, while trying to bring healing to those he has wounded along the way, and to bring the wounded and him to a fullness of the knowledge of God's love for him.

Above all, we should resist any urge to condemn all priests for the actions of a sad few, and to condemn the Church for its actions in the past trying to protect some priests from the justice they deserved. That is what the devil would like us to do, condemn others, because that is what he does.

From the Sancta Sanctis blog here, I have copied this beautiful view of our often beloved, often misunderstood, and often all too human Catholic Priests. It is worthy of reflection.

It can be easy to forget the quirky individual behind the Alter Christus. What Catholic hasn't, at one time or another, seen clerics as functionally identical pegs for filling the same hole reproduced all over the world? Yet as the Twelve Apostles themselves show us, Jesus seems to delight in selecting extremely unique pegs . . . for He never saw them as just pegs.

Every priest you meet was once a little boy who might have dreamed about being something else--like an astronaut or a professional athlete or a soldier. Like many little boys, he might have driven some older (female) relative crazy just by being himself.

He might have been one of the "bad" ones, one of the unusually saintly ones, or one who was just average.

He might have kissed a girl, crashed a car, worked on a farm, taught himself the guitar, failed his first Latin test, and just smoked his last cigarette. He might have a 'blog. He might not even know what a 'blog is.

He might have discerned his vocation during his well-to-do family's trip to Rome or on the day a missionary priest gave him his first pair of shoes. His family and friends might be proud of him, confused by him, furious at him, or even taking bets about how long he will last. He might have many close friends from childhood or not a single friend left from seminary.

Finally, one day he, too, will die: perhaps it will be on the bloody field of martyrdom, or in the clean bed of a retirement home, or in a random highway accident. Then he will need your prayers more than ever.

Every priest you meet is just like you . . . and yet . . . not like you at all. By the imposition of a bishop's hands, he is something else forever.

(Read the rest of my Year of the Priest posts in Index: Sacerdotal Sunday.)

I have known many priests over the years, covering the range that the writer of this very Catholic blog describes and more,since she was not trying to write a doctoral thesis, but a thought for meditation. Some I have not liked because of things they said or did, or didn't say or do.

A particular priest who I have not really cared for over the years prays the consecration part of the Holy Mass with such reverence for Our Lord and Saviour that it is really hard to hold against him some imagined/ remembered flaw or fault or thing done or said, now so may years ago as to have morphed into a version that is not probably like the actual moment in time.

So, for all priests of today, yesterday and tomorrow I offer up the prayer I posted the other day.

An Old Prophecy for a New Year

2010-01-02T05:23:00.000-08:00

Heed These Words

I spoke to Father Sam the other day, while planning our next time together, and he told me something that I found interesting and insightful into the heart of the man, and his love for God.

Father Sam told me that whenever he gets a prophecy from someone, or some source, that he meditates over it, taking notes, making scribbles, underlining, highlighting. Usually he spends a couple of hours on each one. Here is a Catholic Priest, now 82 years of age, so in love with God that he savours every word, every line and every stanza of communications that come his way from God. It helped me to understand how important he believes these prophecies to be, and why he wanted them available to others.

This particular prophecy has the tick marks at the end of lines, and lines underlined that let me know that Father Sam prayed over and about this prophecy and absorbed its every word. Here is the first reproduced prophecy for 2010

Be still and listen closely.
Time is short, and I have so much to share.
I am calling you to be reconciled with one another,
And to return to me in praise and prayer.

I don't call you servants any longer.
You are mine; I call you friends.
The Spirit of fire is here upon you.
I will go with you until the end.

Open your hearts. Make your commitment.
Wake, and do your Father's will.
I will remove the darkness that is still upon you
To make my plan much brighter still.

I will renew and unite my flock, your people.
I will be your God of Peace.
I will lead you through the deepest darkness.
You will see your gifts and power increase.

Dearest children, give me today your heart,
Your love and understanding.
I, Your God will do the work.
My Holy Spirit does the planning.

The world is soon to be reborn.
Pray that your own will come to see.
Go, evangelize, now is the time
To lead My lost Sheep back to Me.

I am calling you to prayer and penance.
A deep humility I desire.
You have passed through many valleys
But I will set the world on fire.

Earthquakes, famine, floods, and war are upon you.
I see darkness, hatred, and pain.
But all of this will come to pass
When My People turn to Me once again.

Now that I know how Father Sam reads a prophecy these have more meaning for me. I have underlined the words and lines he underlined and bolded the word Fire as he had done on the copy I received from him. On almost all other lines of the prophecy, there is a check mark at the end noting that Father Sam had absorbed that line, and concurred with its content.

As any casual student of the bible knows, prophecy is timeless, particularly when it describes the desires that God has for us, and from us. So, this particular prophecy is as meaningful on January 2, 2010, as it was the day it was delivered.

Let it speak to you.

Prayer for Priests

2010-01-01T09:07:00.000-08:00

Essentially the Prayer from the Diocese of Vancouver

I have posted this originally over at my personal blog Freedom Through Truth, but it is appropriate that we remember Fr. Sam and all faithful priests in this year and forever more, as they seek to do God's will in their own lives and to help those to whom they minister to do the same.

Father Tim Moyle has published a prayer for priests that was issued in the Diocese of Vancouver, but has added the last full paragraph to it. He became aware of this prayer through the National Post's Holy Post blog, and through a series of comments made to a particular post on the blog. As a result of the discussion, he submitted that prayer with the additional paragraph. He then posted it on his own site, with this request:

I commit to offering this prayer ever day before I celebrate mass as I ask you as reader to do the same. We priests are very much in need of every spiritual weapon at our disposal in these evil times.

Our priests are on the front line of the faith, and a not insignificant number of them have fallen victim to the wiles of the devil, which makes them proportionally a lot like the rest of us. As shepherds of the flock, they have taken on an inordinate responsibility, one that can not be handled just with mortal strength, but which requires divine intervention and mediation for success.

It should be our privilege to pray for our priests, and so I offer you the prayer that Father Tim is praying:

“God our Father, look with mercy and love upon those your Son has chosen to be ministers of your Word and Sacraments, and ardent but gentle shepherds of your flock.

As spiritual fathers of those entrusted to their care, keep them faithful in obedient service to you. Enkindle in our priests the fire of your love, so that they will seek nothing but your greater glory and the salvation of souls.

We pray that Mary, Queen of the Holy Rosary, will wrap her mantle around our priests, draw them closer to your heart day by day and inspire many young men to answer your call.

May God’s mercy and justice be made manifest in their commitment to protect those under their care, to punish any who would betray their flock, and to minister with a shepherd's compassion those wounded in their care.

We ask this through Christ Our Lord. Amen.

St. John Vianney, pray for us.”

Another Undated Prophecy

2009-12-30T07:03:00.000-08:00

Addressed to My Children:

This prophecy, though undated appears to be about 25 years old. It is really a love poem from God the Father to us, His Children.

I am calling you to a new beginning.
Listen carefully and learn to yield.
I have so much more to give to you,
As I am preparing you for a greener field.

My sheep have scattered, my body is wounded.
Many broken homes are to be mended.
My little ones are suffering through a lack of love.
This is not what I intended.

With deep compassion I look upon my flock,
For only through Me it can be done.
My world needs love and understanding,
And a return to my beloved Son.

I desire to fill you and give you My Glory,
And a love you all should know.
Fast and Pray, be reconciled with Me,
And soon, my dear ones, you will being to grow.

You seem to be lost in an emptiness.
Why are you withholding still?
Reveal that hidden corner now,
And bow humbly to Your Master's will.

With a tenderest love I am leading you.
I go before you as your guiding light.
Open up your hearts anew,
And do not put My Son aside.

Why be afraid of me Your God?
Make Me the center of your lives.
Because you live partly for your own desires,
You are struggling to survive.

I don't create misunderstandings.
I am Your Master, Creator and Provider.
I desire to give you My Spirit, more of My Gifts;
Open your heart a little wider.

Show respect for your priests and leaders,
For I myself chose them to be
Shepherds to lead and guide my flock,
And to draw you closer to me.

All I am is Love, My Dear Ones.
Where do I stand with you at this very hour?
Allow Me to fill that void in your lives,
And I will show My Healing Power.

Satanic forces try to destroy you,
My Dear Ones, I must speak my pain.
For I Your God suffer with you.
So many hearts are to be renewed again.

The essence of this prophecy is God's call to us to give ourselves to him completely, and to let go of those things that separate us from Him. He lets us know that it is our fear of Him, that is contributing to our failure to completely submit ourselves to Him.

One important stanza asks us to show respect for our priests and leaders, since He himself has chosen them, which is a biblical statement, but also a good reminder to us of what we need to do in obedience to Him.

We expect our priests and bishops to be perfect and when they prove to be human either in their sinfulness or in the evolution of their own charisms over time, rather than immediately upon ordination, we show our dissatisfaction, when in fact we need to pray for them, and great them with the respect that we would want to be treated ourselves.

In the closing stanza, God Himself tells us that the devil (Satan) is trying to destroy us, when so few of us even acknowledge that the devil exists. Having seen the devil on one occasion, I can attest that he exists, and am aware of some of his tricks, though I confess that I fall for them all too often, since I will remain a sinner as long as I am on this earth.

Prophecy for the Church and Its Priests

2009-12-29T06:04:00.001-08:00

Another Undated Prophecy

This prophecy is probably over 20 years old, a word from Our Heavenly Father, calling us, and particularly his priests, to prayer, fasting, and sacrifice. It is also a call to give our whole hearts to God and not just part of us.

Due to the age of this prophecy, I believe that some of it is visibly coming to pass. I have met many priests since then who are committed to encouraging God's work among his people. I think of Father Sam Johnston, at 82 years old just the other day, retired, but far from slowed down. Also, my thoughts go to Father John Pirt, and Father Francis Jeyaseelan of my own parish of St. George, in London, and Father Michael Prieur of St. Peter's Seminary here in London. I am also reminded of priests I have encountered blogging, Fr. Tim Moyle in Mattawa, Ontario, and Fr. James Farfaglia in Corpus Christi Texas. My wife and I have special places in our hearts for Father Clement Agamba from Tucson Arizona, by way of Ghana, who we met while snow birding there, and look forward to seeing again soon. They join many others I know personally, or have encountered, who are leading Godly lives of prayer and faithful service to God's people.

I voice a message; I speak a word;
My heart is aching for the many priests
Who do not encourage my work among the flock
Or allow my Spirit to be released.

How urgent is the cry of my Bride, the Church.
The time is now to evangelize.
I am calling you to prayer and silence,
Fasting, prayer and sacrifice.

The Body of My Son is broken,
And I your God, do speak my pain.
Listen closely to this message;
Please do not let it go in vain.

Take heed, my dear ones, for indeed it is I;
Gently I extend my healing hand.
It's because of you; you are not listening,
And you do not understand.

Oh, how I long to heal those hurts.
Which are crippling My Church, My Body.
Are you afraid of what will happen
If you give you all to Me?

Why did you build me only the framework,
Or perhaps allow only the surface to heal?
Open your hearts this very night
With those hidden things I long to heal.

Be reconciled with one another,
And be reconciled with Me.
Criticism and pride have scarred my Body;
I long to set my people free.

I wish to give you the gift of listening;
It is I, your God, who is speaking.
Show me that eagerness, your very first love,
For a new era is slowly peaking.

I have so much more to give to you;
Trust My dear ones, trust in Me.
Come tonight before Me;
Give your all to Me.

Our Beloved Father in Heaven wants us all to turn our hearts towards Him and His abiding love for us, but so many of us are afraid, afraid to let go, afraid to not be in control, as though we really are in control. He asks us to drop our delusions, and to make the Truth our aim.

A Pre 2000 Prophecy

2009-12-29T05:48:00.000-08:00

From Our Blessed Mother, and from God the Father

In this prophecy, you can hear the voices of our Dear Mother Mary, and also of the Father calling us to repent, be like Jesus.

I look upon this dark lost world
My heart is sad. My Son is weeping.
My little lambs are suffering from a lack of love,
Because many sheep are blinded and still sleeping.

O how I love to bring peace and justice
When will my people come to realize
That they need a personal relationship with Jesus
And be more willing to suffer and to sacrifice.

Give me you old life, your frustration
And I will fill you with Joy, love and peace.
I will give you a new spirit and new heart
My gifts and power I will release.

I desire to delight my people throughout the earth
And I will demonstrate my love and my power.
I will wipe out the works of the evil one.
Satan is keeping you in bondage up until this very hour.

Time is running our my dear ones
Don't look for excuses any more.
Reach out to the lost, the poor, the broken hearted
And I will bless you more and more.

I will wrap you in a jealous love
If you are obedient to this call.
I will make others look great
But you my dear ones I will keep small.

My children, imitate Jesus
Through a life of suffering and deep humility.
Be available, dedicated and spirit filled
Go and lead the lost to me.

Make your commitment and bind together.
I was I your God who called you here.
I am calling you to fasting, prayer and reconciliation
The year 2000 is drawing near.

This call which is over 10 years old is timeless, except for the unnerving line "Time is running out my dear ones."

The Grace of Reconciliation

2009-12-25T21:24:00.001-08:00

What a Sacrament

As I was writing a Christmas piece over at Freedom Through Truth, yesterday, I was reminded how the Sacrament of Reconciliation played a big part in a lot of conversion that has been going on in me this past liturgical year.

The year started for me with confession in Tucson Arizona, with Father Clement Agamba, in his office at Our Lady of Fatima Parish, and ended fundamentally with confession in Ridgetown Ontario in the kitchen of Fr. Sam Johnston. Those were not the only times I went to the sacrament, just the two most significant in my mind at the moment.

If it were not for the Eucharist, Confession or the Sacrament of Reconciliation would be my favourite sacrament. In my life, I have had so much grace flow to me from the time spent with faithful priests in this sacrament.

My first recollections of this beautiful sacrament are less auspicious. For some reason, I remember going to confession as a very young boy. I was raised in St. Michael's Parish in London Ontario, and I believe that we made our First Confession then, First Reconciliation now, along with our First Holy Communion in Grade 1 at the time. As I recall it, I took this Confession business seriously, at age 5. The teacher went over a pre-confession review of the ten commandments, which was pretty literal, I think, at least to a young kid. I mean, really how much trouble can a 5 year old get in to. Oh, to be that youngster again, but that's another story.

Well, I kinda latched on to a sin that I could get my head around, and I dutifully went to confession with all my confreres and soeurs. When it was my turn, I was nervous, though excited. It had been built up for us in our preparation. So, when it was my turn, I entered the confessional, and started into the liturgical component of the sacrament. "Bless me Father, for I have sinned". Then I proceeded into a litany of the only sin that I could think of to fit me. I confessed that I had committed adultery. I WAS 5 YEARS OLD.

Father was patient with me, and asked me how I had committed adultery. I told him that I had been mean and bossy with my 2 year old sister, like my parents, so was acting like an adult instead of like a kid. I have no idea how Father stayed seated, and kept a straight face, but then priests who I have confessed to have often said, there is nothing new that they have not heard already. He advised me that my sin was not as egregious as adultery, gave me absolution, and sent me on my way.

Since that shaky start, I have had many opportunities, particularly as an older adult to partake of this beautiful sacrament. The two instances I have written about previously are examples of where the Grace of that sacrament brought profound changes in my attitude and knowledge of God's love for me.

I know particularly, that Father Sam loves to hear confessions, as we discussed that. I think faithful priests find this to be a most efficacious sacrament, and feel blessed themselves to be instruments of God's grace flowing to their brothers and sisters.

I had one other particular instance of a beautiful, though brief Confession that I have carried with me for almost 20 years. I went to Dallas with a friend, on a trip that is another marvelous story in itself. This friend has been a Catholic lay evangelist, in his lifetime and has been instrumental in the growth in faith of many people I know.

This one day when we were in Dallas, he had to retrieve a pen that he had left in the office of a mystical priest that we met there the previous day. I had somewhere that I needed to be that was near this priest's chapel and office, and so we went there on our way. As my friend went to retrieve his pen, I was standing outside the door to the chapel. I had had in my prayer time that morning a strong and urgent desire to go to Confession, which I did not voice to my friend.

As I stood outside the chapel door, I became aware that the priest we had met the previous day, was in fact, hearing confessions at the time, but still I was stuck at the door. My friend approached me from behind, and pushing me in the door, said: "Are you going to confession or not?" Without a word of response, I made my way up the aisle to the confessional. There was nobody in line, and I went in and knelt down, and began the liturgical component of my Confession. Then, I confessed the sins of which I was aware.

Suddenly, in an explosion of light, I felt my heart wrenched out of my chest, and hanging in mid air right in front of my face, as Father said 5 words: "What about impatience and irritability?" I was in such a state of shock at what I was seeing, and hearing, that I muttered: "That too."

In moments, I received absolution, and found myself back at the door where my friend waited. He asked me how it went, and I was dumbstruck. I really could not speak anything meaningful. I could not have been gone for more than 2 minutes, and yet it seemed like a lifetime.

Since that day, I have been aware of my impatience and irritability, and have watched the hold it would periodically exert on my life, and as I matured in my faith, I became aware of the pain that it caused to those around me. But, as I thought of my two most significant, recent confessions, I realised that I am not impatient, or irritable any more, at least not often and not much. God has been guiding me on a path of patience, and gentleness. Wow, what revelation that is to me!

When I think of how afraid I have been from time to time to approach this wonderful sacrament, I see that the fear is totally unfounded, and God's grace is unfathomable as to its richness and worth to our salvation.

As I proceed with this blog, I plan to see Father Sam regularly, and have asked if when we meet, he will hear my confession each time. If I got to see him maybe 10 or 20 times in the next year, I could go to confession each time, and receive that same grace each and EVERY time.

A Christmas Miracle

2009-12-25T09:01:00.000-08:00

Joshua's Christmas Gift

Here is a Christmas Story from Joshua, with a Christmas miracle for you to ponder for yourselves. This has no direct connection to Father Sam, except for prayer, which I guess is a pretty direct connection, if you get my meaning.

I know exactly how you feel. I awoke this morning at 2:55 a.m. and the first thing that crossed my mind was the thought: "The Christ Child is HERE!"

A kind of elation followed me as I crept down the stairs to avoid waking my sleeping son. I sat before the computer and visited this site for a while, listened to the gorgeous music you've been posting in the run-up to this Very Special Day, and wondering when sleep would overcome me again.

Suddenly, a brilliant (and very motivating) thought crossed my mind. I retrieved the rosary I had recently received, and took myself to bed. As I lay there praying, the most overwhelming sense of calm and warmth enveloped me. The beads began to slip through my finders more quickly as I recited the rosary. A pervasive feeling of velocity - a going forward at incredible speed - overtook me. For a moment, I actually felt afraid. Then I remembered the rosary in my hands, and continued to recite my prayers.

I "suppose" I fell asleep and dreamed, but that is only in hindsight. My experience was quite different. The velocity finally abated, and I found myself actually "chatting" with Jesus Christ right there in my bedroom which had become filled with blinding light. And no, I don't drink or take any mood-altering drugs. This was NOT a hallucination.

I shared with Jesus Christ my deep fears about my son's immediate future. He'll be leaving me in a little more than a week, and will posted to Afghanistan within the month. I told Jesus in no uncertain terms about how important my son was to me and others, how much I love him, and how I would gladly exchange my life for his - if it comes to that.

I thanked Jesus Christ for giving me life, for blessing my life the way He has, and for continuing to remind and show me that He is always at my side.

My wife, my sons, my family, my friends, my talents, my EVERYTHING flows not from me, but from Him! It became so OBVIOUS to me how little I would actually have without Jesus Christ in my life that I wept tears of joy. And Jesus Christ said to me in as clear a voice as I've ever heard: "Joshua, your gift of faith in Me is the only acknowledgement I want from you, and you give it to Me every day. You have prayed so much for your son. I know he is your hero, and I promise you he will return to you full of life and courage and faith, and he will be a hero to many, many others, too. My the blessings of the Father fill your every day, Joshua. Remember Me, and remember this moment."

That was it! The room was dark again, and I found myself sitting upright, feet firmly planted on the bedside mat, a couple of tears trickling down my face.

I got up immediately. I picked up the phone and dialled my wife, who is away visiting family in Scotland. She was laughing as she answered, saying "Hello there, Joshua. I was wondering how long it would take you to call me."

Momentarily flummoxed, I asked how she knew it was me (they don't have "call display" where she is staying). "Because I went to church again this morning and prayed throughout the Mass that i would hear from you the moment I got back. I had just taken off my boots when the phone rang. Who else could it have been? How many people spend a whole Mass praying to hear from you, Joshua? Only me, m'love. Oh, and maybe the kids, but they have their own fish to fry right now. And Jesus always answers my prayers. Always." And we chatted for an hour thereafter.

Funny that Jesus should tell me that my faith in Him is my gift to Him. I always thought my faith in God was the greatest gift I had ever received from Him, followed by the gift of my beloved wife. Now, with His words pinging around inside my skull with astounding clarity, I am falling in love all over again with my wife. This is maybe the millionth time, but who's counting?

Merry Christmas, everybody. Jesus Christ is born and will never leave those who accept Him into their hearts. And those who do/have will confirm to you what I am about to say.

Accepting Christ the Saviour into your heart brings to you an infinite capacity to/for love.

I am a happier man today than I was yesterday, but not because it is Christmas. I am happier today because I've lived another day on earth in the embrace of Jesus Christ.

Could a man possibly ask for more? Could a man possibly receive more? I don't think so.

God indeed IS alive, and His Son Jesus Christ lives in my heart. I ask for nothing more.

Again, Merry Christmas.

I have previously joined my prayers to Joshua for the safety of his son, when he leaves on his mission with the US armed forces. That was good. But, when the Saviour of the World comes to you personally and tells you all will be well, then none of our unrealistic fears can overcome that.

Hallelujah. Praise the Lord.

So What About The Atheists?

2009-12-24T08:36:00.000-08:00

FLORIDA COURT SETS ATHEIST HOLY DAY

This story did not come from Father Sam, but could well have.

In Florida , an atheist created a case against Easter and Passover Holy days.

He hired an attorney to bring a discrimination case against Christians and Jews and observances of their holy days. The argument was that it was unfair that atheists had no such recognized days.

The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the passionate presentation by the lawyer, the judge banged his gavel declaring,"Case dismissed!"

The lawyer immediately stood objecting to the ruling saying: "Your honor, How can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and others. The Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah, yet my client and all other atheists have no such holidays.."

The judge leaned forward in his chair saying, "But you do. Your client, counsel, is woefully ignorant."

The lawyer said, "Your Honor, we are unaware of any special observance or holiday for atheists."

The judge said, "The calendar says April 1st is April Fools Day. Psalm 14:1 states, 'The fool says in his heart, there is no God.' Thus, it is the opinion of this court, that, if your client says there is no God, then he is a fool. Therefore, April 1st is his day. Court is adjourned.."

You gotta love a Judge who knows his scripture!

H/t Joshua

Healing From Cancer

2009-12-19T02:51:00.000-08:00

Story of a Miracle

Back in late October, I was somewhat aware that a new friend that I was corresponding with had cancer. Its extent and seriousness, I did not yet know.

On October 28, 2009, through correspondence I became acutely aware that this cancer was serious, though how serious I was still unsure. My friend, Joshua told me that he was undergoing 3 months of daily radiation therapy. I later found out that it was for prostate cancer and that he had been given a 1/3 chance of survival.

As I have often done with things he has written me on my own blog "Freedom Through Truth", and with his permission, I made a posting of what he said to me. But, at the end of the posting, I felt compelled to add a personal prayer for his total healing. It was not the first prayer invoked for his health, but more on that later. I agonized over that prayer briefly, hoping that I would not offend him, but in truth, was only second guessing the Inspiration that gave me that prayer in the first place.:

May God, the great healer pour his healing mercy on you, Joshua, on your body, mind, spirit and soul, to his glory and honour. I ask this in the name of Jesus Christ, Saviour of the World.

The next day, I received a new email from him, and he had had an experience of God which was life altering. While receiving treatment, and while required to be still for about 25 minutes, he asked God for healing. The answer he got shook him to his core. He heard God respond: "Do you mean cancer, Joshua?" In a wonderful communication with God, he learned much about God's love and mercy and his value to God. But, this communication was not the final miracle of healing, but an important healing of Joshua's spirit, that led him to trust God more in those immediate days, and I am sure for the rest of his life. It is one thing to love and trust God, and it is another thing to love and trust God with every fibre of your being.

But, there was more going on that day. As Joshua relates:

My wife told me - over coffee yesterday after lunch (the 29th of October) - that she'd had either a strange dream or a strange experience the night before. She explained that she either awoke - or dreamed that she'd awakened - in the middle of the night. She sat up to look at the time on the bedside clock (thereby looking across my body at the clock which read 3:10 a.m.) As she turned her eyes from the clock, she was struck by "...what looked in silhouette like a man digging his hands into your abdominal cavity and pulling out what I knew to be badness and disease..."

As Joshua related this particular incident to me, he noted that his wife is not prone to "dreams" even, and certainly not visions. However, it gets better still. Joshua also received on the 29th a phone call from his older brother, who lives 600 miles away, teaches language at a university, and describes himself as an agnostic, though Joshua disputes that claim, with good reason. Suffice it to say, that his brother is moved by what he sees, not so by other people's imaginings. Joshua had not told him about what his wife had seen. His brother said in the call:

"...last night, I dreamed I was visiting you in Toronto. I had woken in the night to go to the bathroom. On my return trip, as I passed your bedroom, I saw the silhouette of what I can only describe as 'Jesus' digging his hands into your stomach and pulling something out. It actually woke me up! And you know me. Nothing wakes me at night except nature's call. Weird, huh?"

Something made me ask him whether he'd checked the time when he awoke from his dream. "Yeah, of course I did. it's a habit. It was 3:10."

To add to this, On October 26, 2009 Wayne and Barb Zimmer were heading down to Ridgetown to commence the Life in the Spirit Seminar for the parishioners there, with Father Sam in attendance. As I knew by this time that Joshua was dealing with cancer, though I did not know what type, I had asked Wayne to pray for him, when we talked that day. That was the first night and I was unable to attend the Seminar. But, I know Wayne prayed because he told me so, and I know that Wayne has a gift of healing, because I have personally experienced it, though that is a different story for another day.

Needless to say, Joshua's experiences on the 29th came as little surprise to me.

I met with Joshua in Toronto, the day before I went to see Father Sam, which was December 8, 2009, and over lunch is was obvious to me that he was well on the road to hale and hearty. He had completed his rounds of radiation therapy, and at the moment was a little pained and bothered by the burning that occurs with that therapy, and also the loss of digestive enzymes.

On Wednesday morning, December 16, 2009 I received this testimony from him of how his healing is progressing in his own words:

And I am "springing back" to health at an alarming rate! I wonder why I seem to be so hard to kill. I mean, I've never weighed more than 145 pounds, I have two chronic health conditions that I have been told over and over again will likely compromise my longevity. Yet - like a Timex watch - I seem to be able to take a ...kicking and still keep ticking. Go figure!

I'm feeling amazingly better. My strength is returning very quickly. I met with my family physician today and he admitted he was "absolutely amazed" to see me looking so well - good colour, energy, ideas popping out of my mouth at every turn, blood pressure normal etc. "Joshua, honestly, I think we're going to have to file your records under 'Miracle Boy'. I can't explain these results."

I felt like bursting inside! "Miracle Boy"! He said "Miracle Boy" without knowing anything about what happened to me over the two past months. This is God-incidental for sure, Michael. I am now absolutely convinced that I am a beneficiary of divine intervention. I have no idea why this happened to me, or what I have done to deserve it. All I know/have is this internal certainty that my Lord has spared my life and cured me of a dreadful illness. I was told my odds of survival were one in three just six months ago. So far, three attending physicians have expressed extreme surprise at my progress, and two have outright admitted that my case defies their medical experience.

(His son) - a doctor himself - has examined me extensively since his arrival. He is also amazed. Even the radiation burns - they were quite large, sore and deep - have disappeared virtually completely. All that is left is some very faint discoloration, and that is fading fast. Sores of this kind do not heal in less than two weeks! Well, at least, they don't heal the way mine have healed. I have to come up with a few new ways to spell "wow" and "Thank you, Jesus". I'm working on it...

Sure sounds like a miracle to me. All I can say after that is "Praise the Lord."

Another Story From Father Sam

2009-12-17T13:32:00.000-08:00

You Ain't Dead Till You Dead

I am recalling from memory this story, so its veracity and accuracy need to be confirmed with the good Father, but here is how I recall it.

A woman of his acquaintance was very ill for some time, and one day passed away.

She was aware of no longer being in her body, and then of meeting Jesus face to face in a room with two rows of chairs in it. On the one row of chairs were people she knew, and people she did not know. The second row that faced it was empty.

She asked Jesus about this and he told her about the first row. He told her that her sufferings had been used by Him in the redemption of these people.

She then asked him specifically about the second row of empty chairs: "And what about these seats?" He told her that they were the seats of those who were yet to be redeemed and that her sufferings were to be a part of their redemption.

He then told her she had to return to earth. With that she awoke in her sick bed.

This story is reminiscent of Romans 8:17:

Now if we are children, then we are heirs—heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his sufferings in order that we may also share in his glory.

It is further reminiscent of Romans 8:28:

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

So, what Jesus was telling her was that her suffering was Redemptive. Kinda throws a spanner into the whole euthanasia bag of snakes, doesn't it?

Circle of Blessing

2009-12-15T06:51:00.000-08:00

It's Bigger Than We Think

When I met with Father Sam last week, he gave me two rosaries before I left that had come from Medjugorge. He told me that they had been blessed by the Blessed Virgin Mary herself during an apparition there.

When Father Sam gave me the rosaries as I was leaving his house, I was at first confused, and showed him why. I had in my pocket the rosary that I use myself daily. It is the rosary that my father was given when he became a member of the Knights of Columbus about 45 years or so ago. Last year I had left it intentionally in our motor home, which is sitting in storage in Tucson AZ, when we are not there. So, when I went there on my own last fall, I found it where I had left it, and started to use it for my morning prayers. On the second morning when I took it out to pray, I noticed that many of the links had turned to gold. Since then, they have all turned. Because of the linkage to my father, I hope that I will never have to give that rosary away, even though Jesus is a little the worse for wear on the crucifix.

By the time that I got home, I wrote a friend and told him about theMedjugorge rosaries. Within 24 hours I had realised that, in fact they were to go to him. I thought they were for him and his wife, but he had a different idea. He has a son in the US military, who will be deployed to Afghanistan soon, and as a good father, he is concerned. He said he planned to give one of them to him for his protection.

I popped them in the mail on Friday afternoon. On Monday, afternoon they arrived at my friend's place. On Monday evening, he picked his son up at the airport, so the rosaries beat his son to the house. The rosary is safely in his son's hands, and his son is safely in the hands of our Dear Blessed Mother.

The Blessings could end there, but knowing God they don't, and I do know of one more connection in the Circle of Blessings.

Before I left for Ridgetown to see Father Sam, I had had contact with another blogger in the US, who writes very beautiful pieces about her love for God, and his love for her and us. In an email communication with her, I had mentioned my little trip down the road to see Father Sam, and she told me she would pray for me, and for my time with Fr. Sam. The connection is that her husband is also in the US military. So, in effect, she was praying for another military man as the circle tightens.

How cool is that!!

A Tiny Glimpse At Fr. Sam's Faith

2009-12-13T11:12:00.000-08:00

Living To Age 90

Recently, with Father Sam Johnston's 82nd birthday looming, one of his natural sisters asked him how long he expected to live. He said he planned to live until age 90.

His sister then asked if God had told him that. Fr. Sam answered: "No, I told Him." As he explained it to me, "This is the most exciting time ever for the Church. Do you think I want to miss it?"

So, Fr. Sam told God what God should do? Actually, I don't think so. Fr. Sam and God are on such good terms, that Fr. Sam told God what he wanted, and he believes that God will honour that wish.

Works for me.

When God Created Fathers

2009-12-13T04:17:00.000-08:00

Another from Father Sam's File

This piece that Erma Bombeck wrote many years ago was tucked into the file I was given by Father Sam, and is a heartfelt thought on how God created Fathers.

When the good Lord was creating fathers, He started with a tall frame.

A female angel nearby said, "What kind of father is that? If you're going to make children so close to the ground, why have you put fathers up so high? He won't be able to shoot marbles without kneeling, tick a child in bed without bending, or even kiss a child without a lot of stopping."

And God smiled and said, "Yes, but if I make him childsize, who would children have to look up to?"

And when God made a father's hands, they were large and sinewy.

The angel shook her head sadly and said, "Large hands are clumsy. They can't manage diaper pins, small buttons, rubber bands on ponytails or even remove splinters caused by baseball bats."

And God smiled and said, "I know, but they're large enough to hold everything a small boy empties from his pockets at the end of a day, yet small enough to cup a child's face."

And then God molded long, slim legs and broad shoulders.

The angel nearly had a heart attack. "Boy, this is the end of the week, all right," she clucked. "Do you realize you just made a father without a lap? How is he going to pull a child close to him without the kid falling between his legs?"

And God smiled and said, "A mother needs a lap. A father needs strong shoulders to pull a sled, balance a boy on a bicycle or hold a sleepy head on the way home from the circus."

God was in the middle of creating two of the largest feet anyone had ever seen when the angel could contain herself no longer. "That's not fair. Do you honestly think those large boats are going to dig out of bed early in the morning when the baby cries? Or walk through a small birthday party without crushing at least three of the guests?"

And God smiled and said, "They'll work. You'll see. They'll support a small child who wants to ride a horse to Banbury Cross or scare off mice at the summer cabin or display shoes that will be a challenge to fill."

God worked throughout the night, giving the father few words but a firm, authoritive voice and eyes that saw everything but remained calm and tolerant.

Finally, almost as an afterthought, He added tears. Then He turned to the angel and said, "Now, are you satisfied that he can love as much as a mother?"

The angel shutteth up.

Reminds me very much of Father Sam, by the way.

A 1973 Prophecy Through Ann Donkers

2009-12-12T15:08:00.000-08:00

August 23, 1973

This prophecy was on the same page as the personal testimony of Ann Donkers published previously. As a committed Christian, these words are timeless, and are an encouragement to us all to continue in the battle for the hearts and souls of ourselves, our loved ones, and indeed the whole world:

My children, I love you, may all of you know
Where My Spirit is teaching, I want you to go.
My people are searching, look around you and see,
Give them your love and lead them to me.

Finish the task that you have begun,
And I will be with you until it is done.
My Spirit is sweeping across this earth,
To save more lives and bring them to birth.

I pour out my presence and strongly desire,
To fill every heart with the Spirit of fire.
My children, see the miracles, the wonder and sign
Of power that is truly mine.

Give glory and honour and praise unto me
Until we have won my Victory!

One Day at a Time

2009-12-12T09:43:00.000-08:00

Something from Father Sam's Personal File

In reviewing the papers that Father Sam gave me the other day, I filed them in various folders to figure out what he had given me. One folder is marked Other for things that he slipped in because they had some significance to him at the time. This is one of those items.

It is a meditation about the meaning of the Serenity Prayer, and well worth a read and some time to ponder.

One Day at a Time

There are two days in every week about which we should note worry, two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension.

One of these is YESTERDAY with its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. YESTERDAY has passed beyond our control.

All the money in the world cannot bring back yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we performed; we cannot erase a single word we said; YESTERDAY is gone.

The other day we should not worry about is TOMORROW with its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise and poor performance. TOMORROW is also beyond our immediate control.

TOMORROW's sun will rise, with in splendor or behind a mask of clouds - but it will rise. Until it does, we have no stake in TOMORROW, for it is as yet unborn.

This leaves only one day - TODAY. Anyone can fight the battles of just one day. It is only when you and I add the burdens of those two awful eternities - YESTERDAY and TOMORROW - that we break down.

It is not the experience of TODAY that drives men mad - it is the remorse or bitterness for something which happened YESTERDAY and the dread of what TOMORROW may bring.

Let us therefor live but one day at a time.

"God, grant me the calmness to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference."

Ann Donkers Becomes A Prophet

2009-12-11T16:17:00.000-08:00

The Woman Who God Spoke Through Often To Father Sam

This is a personal testimony of Ann Donkers, a Dutch immigrant to Canada in about 1953, who committed her life to doing God's will in it. Ann passed away a few years ago, but gave this testimony on October 4, 1973. I found this among Fr. Sam's papers today, and wanted to share it because a number of the prophecies that I plan to reproduce came through this woman. I have tried to reproduce it faithfully, including her use of punctuation, rather than correct it and risk losing any of the content and context.

COME, GO and REST . . . . These three words have been spinning through my head for the last couple of weeks. A few Sundays ago, we went to the Day of Renewal in Detroit. The guest speaker was Father George Kosicki, and as he was telling us about Jesus, how He was over and over again calling us to "Come to Me". He told us a little story about a young girl whose belief was very strong, because of this her name was Faith. She traveled with her two companions the way to Heaven, whose names were Suffering and Sorrow. In carrying her burden so well she became like a beautiful flower, and her name changed to Grace and Glory, and Suffering and Sorrow became for her Peace and Joy. When I sat there listening to this beautiful talk, I pictured myself driving on the road. Adrian (her husband) always says. "You are not so bad on the highway, but come to the busy section of the city, sometimes you don't know whether to take a left or a right turn, and then come to a red light it is hard to wait patiently till it changes to green." I even went through it twice and could have ended up in the hands of the police or even been killed.

Then I thought how good am I in traveling the road to Heaven. I sure heard the first words of Jesus, "Come to Me". The road was smooth and easy. Then I asked, how far did I go? Jesus wants us to go and bring the Good News to others also, share our peace and joy with them and come to the last part - Rest. Then I felt guilty and said, "Jesus, I am very sorry". Jesus is calling us to talk to Him, to listen to Him and to share with Him and I know I had failed there for a long time. It was before the summer holidays that I had given every morning one hour in private prayer. It was the most beautiful part of my day. Jesus speaks to me in so many ways. Sometimes I just sit there silently waiting for what He has to tell me. Believe me the time flies. "Try it, you'll like it."

So ask yourself how good you are in your traveling with Jesus. When he asks us to suffer, do we accept it with patience, and wait on Him till this suffering turns to Joy or do we take a left turn and find an easy way out, or even go through a red light and give in to temptation and sin, and follow Satan to go deeper and deeper into the valley of darkness? The gate to Heaven is very narrow, isn't it? Especially in this day and age. The world has so much to offer, and the road of evil is so much wider and so much easier, but do all these pleasures that the world has, give you satisfaction? To me, they didn't. Let me tell you my friends how well I have known these two companions - Suffering and Sorrow and without Jesus it would have been impossible for me to be humble and travel the road to Salvation.

About 20 years ago, I left my country to marry the man with whom I was deeply in love. It was not an easy step to take, leaving behind my father, mother, brother and sisters and many more who were very dear to me.

Soon after we were married, we rented a farm house which belonged to Adrian's dad "way out" in the country. For me coming from a town surrounded by friends and neighbours was a big change. I didn't understand one word of English, and with Adrian going to work every morning, I became very lonely. I was used to going to church every morning because it was only a few blocks away. The distance, the land, the customs, everything was so different here and I kept saying over and over again, " O God, why did you place me in this country? I'll never get used to it."

The first 15 years of marriage I was in the hospital 23 times. I remember once the doctors couldn't find what was wrong with me, and one asked, "Do you like it here?" I sure couldn't answer that, but I didn't have to either. I cried for about an hour. After 3 years Adrian decided to let me go on a trip, in the hope that things would change. From St. Thomas, Ontario, I took a train to New York. I often wonder now how I ever made it. Wilma, my oldest daughter was nearly two, and Mary six months. I had a suitcase, a bassinet with Mary and was expecting at the time, so not feeling too hot either. Arriving in New York at the train station, I had to put the bassinet and the suitcase down to get my passport checked. As I was standing there somebody came up to me and scared me to death. She said, "My dear lady, you better watch that cute baby of yours. Did you ever hear about kidnapping at this station?" So here I was - the one hand, the suitcase - the other hand, the bassinet and then still a two year old to look after. I don't think Christianity was known in New York at that time, at least nobody lent me a hand.

Was I ever glad to get from the train station by bus to the boat at last. Now I could relax - but not very long - after two days on the boat, I had a miscarriage. When after 8 days I arrived in Holland I didn't have to give any explanation how I felt about Canada. It was written all over my face. Two weeks later I was admitted to the hospital again (in Holland), this time I had to have my appendix out. My plan was to stay about 6 weeks, but with all my troubles, I felt very weak and my mother talked me in to staying for three months to get my strength back. Poor Adrian. Everybody out here was spreading the talk about Adrian and Ann having a divorce, but we didn't worry about that because we loved each other very much.

After I came back here, it sure wasn't much better, I even think it became worse. In 1963 I went again, my mother was dying of cancer, this time I stayed for a month. In the winter of 1970, Adrian said to me, "We are going to spend Christmas Holidays in Holland." We had hired a cousin of mine to stay with the children and look after the farm. We had an enjoyable holiday and I sure didn't want to come back here. That winter I couldn't do anything, all I did was stare out the window and then I said, " O God, why me?"

Don't think that now that we never had our happy days, of course we did, but the country I just couldn't get used to it. It got so bad that at the end of January, Adrian decided to sell everything and go back to Holland. Then he called in a priest. He talked for a long time, without success. I said, "not even ten priests can change my mind." We had never mentioned one word about this to the children. It must have been about two days later on a Friday night that we had a visit from another priest. He talked for a long time even played a tape, not one word was said about me not liking this country but that night I sure felt peace full.

About two weeks later we started the Charismatic Renewal. Since then my life has completely changed. "Lord, where have you been all these years?" Then I heard His voice, "Share your sufferings with me, my yoke is light and my burden is easy." Of course, it was me. I was so blind, now I enjoy life. I enjoy people, especially God's people. Now I even enjoy living in this country because I know that God wants me here. After I was baptized in the Holy Spirit, I became like a new person. God's Spirit is sure working in me now, and I am very grateful for everything He has given me. I saw before me all day long the death of Jesus on the cross and this helped me to overcome many of my weaknesses.

But God is not finished with me yet. I know that I fail Him many times, but I also know that He loves me very much, that same God that has been so busy changing my life is willing to change yours. Give Him a chance. Whatever your problem, share it with Him. He is our Father and loves us all. PRAISE THE LORD !!

Praise to you Lord, for your death on the cross for me,
I love you Lord for believing in what I cannot see.
And seal my lips on my aches and pains.
Show me the way you want me to live,
O Lord, I am willing my life completely to give.
Please Lord, send me your spirit from above,
To fill me with wisdom, knowledge and love,
Let me bring light to a lonely heart.
Teach me, dear Lord, to do my part.
Cleanse and wash my mortal soul,
Until I have reached the eternal goal.
Thank you Lord for finding me here,
I hope in the end I have nothing to fear.
We are all sinners, Lord, but please let me bloom,
To make me worthy of your heavenly room.
Prune me, change me, let me shine,
So I be yours, and you be mine.
Turn all my doubts, Lord into Faith,
And make my road to heaven straight.
Your Peace and Joy, you freely share,
Taught me how much you really care.
I am waiting patiently for your plan,
Make it clear Lord, let me understand.
The voice I hear, the sign I see,
Gives me this message, "Come and Follow Me."

Personal Prophecy for Father Sam

2009-12-10T10:17:00.000-08:00

February 20, 1998

Ann Donkers, a Dutch woman who had emigrated to Southern Ontario, was given a gift of prophecy many years ago. She has since passed away. This gift came in poetry. When Father Sam was trying to work various things out in his life, he often went to see her, to see if she had a word from the Lord for him. He never told her what problem he was trying to resolve, because he wanted to be sure that this gift of hers was from God. Amazingly, her prophecies came in the form of poetry as you shall soon see.

At the time of this particular prophecy, Father Sam was up for retirement as a parish priest, and he was uncomfortable with whether or not to retire. His vehicle license plate reads SAM98, for the year he was planning to retire, and now remains the same, as a reminder to him that God knows best.

So with no prompting from Father Sam, here are the words that Ann Donkers delivered to him privately:

Be still and know that I am your God.
It was I, my son, who called you here.
I will being to heal and transform the hearts of your people.
This is now a special year.

I myself have chosen you;
You are my joy and my delight.
Do not suppress my Holt Spirit,
But build up my beloved Bride.

You have been going through a period
Of great struggle and of pain.
But I your God will find a way
To get your attention once again.

Side by side I walk with you;
I share your burden, you know I care.
But for the sake of my many lost ones
I allowed for you this cross to bear.

At times you get a bit discouraged
Because your answer is delayed.
I know, my child, what is best for you;
I am your God, and I am never late.

Deep within the hearts of many
I kindled a fire that soon will spread.
You are standing before a great revival,
But so many are not ready yet.

You seem to be a bit uncertain
About a decision you are to make.
Hear the cry of my lambs and sheep,
And so go on for your brothers' sake.

Strings of light will penetrate your being.
Your cross will turn to a river of light.
Hold on in spite of all your struggles;
Lean on me, and you will survive.

You are entering the most exciting years.
Call your people to fast and pray.
Continue the mission that I have given you,
And all these doubts will pass away.

Pray and intercede for my chosen ones;
I am deeply concerned about many priests.
My call must reach the ends of the earth
Until they allow my spirit to be released.

Is this really a word of prophecy from the Lord? Did Ann Donkers just make this up? I am staring at what I think is over 200 prophecies delivered through Ann Donkers. I just haven't counted or sorted them yet. If she made this up she was more talented than she let on, and I will reproduce some of her personal story at a later time, so that you can see that she was a pretty ordinary woman. Ordinary, except for this special gift.

Father Sam is ordinary too. Except for his commitment to serve the Lord every day of his life. So, as a man of prayer and devotion to God and to the Blessed Mother, he listened, but he also discerned, and he moved into areas where he felt at peace.

Because of this prophecy and others that followed, if it is such, and I believe it is, Father Sam stayed on at St. Michael's Parish, Ridgetown for another 7 years. He stayed on "for your brothers' sake" and spoken in the prophecy, and was blessed immensely by his continuation.

Count Your Blessings

2009-12-10T04:51:00.000-08:00

My First Real Encounter With Fr. Sam Johnston

I first met Fr. Sam over 15 years ago, when friends of mine, Barb and Wayne Zimmer lived in his Parish of St. Michael's in Ridgetown, Ontario. Though I was impressed with how much he was loved within the parish, I did not do more than meet him at that time. Recently, I met him again when I accompanied Wayne and Barb, who returned to London many years ago, as they led a Life in the Spirit Seminar at that same Parish of St. Michael's.

Because there as something he wanted to do on the Internet, or at least that was the hook, Fr. Sam invited me to come to his house in Ridgetown and share some time with him, ostensibly to discuss a possible blog. Well, if you are reading this you are probably reading it on the BLOG, so you know that we did discuss blogging.

But, yesterday I did not just meet Fr. Sam, I encountered Fr. Sam, and I am grateful for the opportunity and eager for more. The night before, I had a call from Father Sam, asking me to come earlier than planned and to bring my appetite. On various occasions in my life, I have had the pleasure of dining with a priest, either pastor or friend, but this was different. This was more than that.

On entering his home, some things immediately come to mind. Father's love for those he has met over the years, particularly Jesus, is evidenced by little pictures pushed into door frames, and icons and religious items spread throughout the kitchen area. His home is holy ground, particularly the kitchen, where we spent out time together. It seemed appropriate to me that we spent our time there, as the kitchen is the heart of the home, and no less so in the home of this man of God.

Father Sam shared many stories with me, most of which are lost for now, leaving mainly delightful impressions of a life well lived in faith and holiness. He also asked about my life and listened attentively, well . . . like a Father. He shared with me about how during his priesthood he had the experience of feeling that the term "Father" had come to have deep meaning to him as he had grown into being a spiritual father to those he shared life with. I felt that to be true as I encountered "Father" Sam.

I had my first turkey dinner of the season with Fr. Sam, as he had decided that he wanted to cook up a turkey that had been in his freezer for a time, and looked up on the Internet how to do it. Father Sam also likes to bake, so we had cake for dessert, and apple cider to drink that had come from the family farm of a now deceased priest colleague of his, who I had known as well.

The hook was sinking in. I could feel it.

We discussed using the Internet to share a large number of prophecies that had come his way during the last 35 years or more, and I have that file sitting beside me at my desk as I write this, and posted the first one last evening here. I hope to do justice to posting them all in the fullness of time though I have some other thoughts I discussed with Fr. Sam for the blog I was having in mind for him.

The hook was set.

Father Sam moved in for the kill, as in killing me with kindness and love. I knew before I went to visit him that I hoped to have the opportunity to have him hear my confession. I love the Sacrament of Reconciliation, and the grace that flows from it. Father Sam told me about places that he had heard confessions, coffee shops, retail stores, street corners, and so on. He thought he was reeling me in. I was already in the boat.

I knew that he loved hearing confessions and dispensing the graces of that beautiful sacrament, and he had said on another occasion that there was nothing new that he had not already heard and that he could not be surprised by the sins people confessed and how blessed and humbled he felt to be able to participate in this sacramental experience with those who came to him.

Since I was in the boat already, I asked him if he heard confessions at his kitchen table, knowing the answer. The dance was fun, but I was eager for the grace. He, of course prepared himself to hear my confession. To my surprise, even though he had foretold it, he was not surprised at my sinfulness. He didn't order me out of his house. Instead, he enveloped me in grace as I opened up about areas of my life that have been secret, even from me, at some level.

For my penance, I was to Count My Blessings on the way home, including looking in the bathroom mirror and counting that person in the mirror as a blessing. Father Sam also gave me a particular task of reconciliation to do that I will be doing as soon as possible. One particular blessing that I awoke to, was the blessing of having encountered Father Sam yesterday, and of getting to know him a bit, with the opportunity to have an earthly Father again, since my Dad has been gone for over 25 years now.

Before I left father invited me to pray the Liturgy of the Hours with him, the evening prayers. What a joy to be invited to share in that experience with him, and to be blessed by him at the conclusion.

After that we talked about something very dear to Father's heart, his time with Jesus daily. He told me how he gets up well before the crack of dawn every morning and comes to his kitchen and has coffee with Jesus, as he experiences his relationship with our Saviour. There are times, too many it would seem, that my mouth gets moving before my brain engages, and I asked him how Jesus took his coffee. He looked at me with a Father's look, and said: "Jesus doesn't drink coffee," like I should have known that. Sort of as in doesn't everybody who has a personal relationship with Jesus know that he doesn't drink coffee? Not a put down, just a statement of fact.

I left shortly after that to make my short trek home to London, and Father, well Father Sam was off to help hear confessions in Thamesville, about 20 miles up the road. While I had been with him he had taken two calls from brother priests to confirm that he would be coming to hear confessions over the next several days.

The kingdom of heaven is at hand. For some of us like Father Sam, it is really close at hand.

This is The Blog of Father Sam Johnston

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A Faithful Retired Priest of the London Ontario Catholic Diocese

This blog is being written on Father Sam Johnston's behalf by me, Michael Brandon of Freedom Through Truth. Father Sam might have written it himself, but since his delayed retirement in 2005, he is too busy to have the time to do this.

Father Sam has told me more than I can possibly absorb in the times I have spent with or near him, and so his history, which is a wonderful story will unfold over time as I am able to corral him to get more details.

In summary, Fr. Sam was born and raised in Ridgetown, Ontario, and wandered about a bit, while trying to figure out his true vocation. One of the challenges he faced was that he was not a very good student. However, he prevailed and after 4 years as a teacher, was able to get into the seminary for priests in London, Ontario, St. Peter's. He was 34 years of age by the time that he was finally ordained. As a youngster, he enjoyed a couple of grades in school so much that he repeated them, which along with his time as a teacher in a one room school contributed to his late ordination.

As he told me his first 10 years were uneventful, and in his words unsuccessful. Everything he tried started out fine, and then fell to earth with a bang. But, in his tenth year, he was invited to a Charismatic retreat for priests, and everything changed suddenly for the better.

Those changes particularly in his life and in his ministry will be the focus of future postings.