2018-12-17 INRI
When you were a child, you were much more free with Me, and with others, now I find that you are more afraid and less trusting, more cautious and less adventurous.
Do you want to be healed, I asked the man who was trying to be first to reach the pool of Siloam, but because of his infirmity was unable, and he remained unhealed for years.
But the fear of what would be expected of him, who knew only begging was what really kept him from truly desiring healing, he feared the unknown.
All are in need of healing, whether it be physical, or some physiological need, do not fear to ask Me in earnest in order that you may be set free, what is it that you want Me to change in you?
There are insecurities that keep you from becoming the person that you were meant to be, you have been given gifts that have yet to be realized.
If for example, you were afraid of heights, and you have asked Me to heal this fear in you, I will do it, but you will need faith to believe in My Love, believe that I do want this freedom for you.
I may devise a situation that requires you to use your new acquired skill, you will feel a little fear but with My grace given at this opportune time, you may with courage accomplish the task freely overcoming what was previously thought by you impossible.
I want you to be free of your imprisonment, it is My desire to use you to do My Will in all that is needed, it is of course still your freewill that is in operation here and always will be, but for you to slip back into denial would be sorrowful for you and also to My Heart.
When you in courage and grace proceed to do what was previously thought not possible, all of Heaven rejoices with you, what joy is felt within you, and I also rejoice with you in the victory.
You may feel that your particular need is more complex, and so resist the asking, it is never a problem with Me, trust in My great power and great love for you, to set you free.
Do not deny My ability to free you, but you must do your part and must truly desire to be set free, I am patient with you but would like to free you now before any more time goes by.
You may have avoided in the past to even think about this problem, but the joy in overcoming is a tremendous asset that would bring many blessings your way.
If you will allow Me some quiet time, in order that I may divulge to you these particulars of which you have denied yourself for so long, we may together find the root of this deficiency.